TOPIC: [TTT] TheFierceOwl's Moderator Application

Vodka4Gaben wrote:
You were told but have you seen.

Nonetheless, You're a good guy you can be immature at times but that's all part of the fun I know you straighten yourself up.
how do i do half support?

Box_ wrote: try neutralsp

Vodka4Gaben wrote: Well , you might as well be my idol as you said you were toxic , and now im guessing you are admin ? Well , Maybe some day i can regain that trust just as how you did . Its not rocket science .

gonna be honest, i haven’t seen anything bad from you on the server since you came back and you seem like a different person, no way to prove that won’t change though

Vodka4Gaben wrote:
I can slightly understand this reaction of yours, however it's not needed. He is trying his best to show his best side to regain our trust and for actually trying this time he should get a fresh set of eyes (you for example) as you only HEARD bad things about him.

Please refrain from kicking applicant's to the ground and try giving them actually good and helpful tips.

After our chat in the server for you RDMing me, whether it was accidental or not, you got your 4th punishment of the week, and a lot went on in the chat, none of which I'm making public. However, this came after it, no context is needed, but it was directed at me.
If you want to poke fun at the fact I've been bullied throughout my childhood, that's real nice, but I want to make this known, how you act all nice and say you've changed, but have still reverted back to your 'old ways' of the past. It's really fucking low how you are making a joke of me getting bullied, and don't expect me to be happy if you get accepted, because it's not a 'joke' anymore.
To add to this,
I also like how you then threatened me after this all, saying how you're gonna get me out or something, doesn't sound particularly pleasant but I'd rather stay away from that because the internet is a scary place.
To say I didn't support you rejoining the staff team is an understatement, and I was so close to being ready to saying yes.

MLGChespin wrote: Listen this is just drama , i got warned and we moved on . Whats the point? Also if u wanna report someone for that go on report section second , Explain the entire story . You are truly a harsh human being AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOF , Please everyone dont just post trash on me again , i swear this has nothing to do with Me changing this is a misunderstanding and i will explain it all in an hour please i dont have time now thanks

Kurzex wrote: You are a hero , thanks a lot lad

MLGChespin wrote: I was there when this happened and your attitude is definitely not what I would expect from a staff member. I'm pretty disappointed in this as I believed you had actually changed, seems you need more time to prove yourself
Gonna be a from me now

TheFierceOwl wrote:

TheFierceOwl wrote:
He is leaving feedback, not starting drama, what are you even on about? He is giving in his opinion about you and you obviously can't take that properly.

TheFierceOwl wrote:

A few more things to add
TheFierceOwl wrote: How are you going to say " i got warned and we moved on" when you made those comments about chespin AFTER the warn. I also told you multiple times to stop, which you ignored. How is that in any way "moving on". If you had listened to me and stopped when I told you to, perhaps this could be a bit different.

Also
TheFierceOwl wrote: There is a reason for this application, to give our feedback despite whether it is positive or negative. If you only want positive comments then don't do stupid shit like this again. Also, we can still be friends, I simply gave my opinion on your application

NO THANKS THANK YOU , unless you are as kind as Kurze WHO IN A KIND way gives his feedback and not like a monster destroying all my dreams THEN NO I DONT WANT IT , KEEP IT TO YOURSELF , thx , Just to avoid drama please im asking in the most polite way ( no there is no other way ) PLEASE

TheFierceOwl wrote:
Are you actually retarded?

You still seem to have issues with the rules but even more so your attitude. I don't think you could handle a position of power with how easily you seem to get completely unhinged when something doesn't go your way. Most staff get shit thrown at them on the server and I highly doubt that you would be capable of handling it without freaking out.

Quite frankly by the way you're expressing yourself on here I feel like your focus should be on some other aspects of your life. You seem to have serious issues with impulse control, judgment and conforming to social standards. I think you should take a break from the server and focus on finding on your personal issues.

TheFierceOwl wrote:

Vodka4Gaben wrote: i just did , read the comments above

The Story : Please take time to read it slowly and carefully . Thanks Alot

i was detective and Chespin was a proven innocent at 3 HP , He asked me for my health station and i said no as a joke , after a minute i dropped one and he rushed at it as i was shooting it , sadly he was caught in the crossfire while me shooting my Health Station , moving on RuleBreaker163 handled His report on me for " RDM " i didnt take 1 moment after he reported me before it was even handled to apologies and say sorry that he was caught in the crossfire and that i didnt mean it They completely ignored me and started idk how to say it in a nice way but speaking nonsense and saying it was RDM in either way so i called eddie and thankfully he was ready and opened logs and checked out everything , With that he said " Logs show it was an accident and didnt mean to shoot you directly as he only did -6 " not to mention i was at full karma and using a shotgun ( The semi auto one ) And yet again i apologized and told him to just move on. Then Chepsin started The drama , Saying " YOU DONT KNOW WHATS IT LIKE , YOU ALL ACT LIKE YOU LIKE ME " Etc.. " EVERYONE IS CALLING ME A NONCE FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS ! " So i felt it and was like damn im an asshole So i told him in admin chat To take it easy and that non of us mean anything its just a joke and next time please say if you are annoyed by a Joke,
he continued to cause drama telling me his miserable childhood story where he was bullied , so i replied to make him feel a bit more confident about himself that im always bullied in school and shit like that . Then RuleBreaker163 Asks Chespin if he wants to " Forgive " me so i was like forgive me for what , its going to be harsh Punishment as logs back me up and chespin just goes " No " and i was warned after . What really got under my skin is the fact that :
1. Its a very very harsh punishment

2. It was going to ruin my reputation as im trying to improve
so i ask them one more time why am i getting warned its going to be harsh and ill appeal it and im confident it will be accepted so RuleBreaker163 replies to me saying " I cant do anything about it ,Im going to warn you . Appeal it , Im also confident it will be accepted " So lets be honest it kinda sucks that im trying my best to show myself that im changing and improving then comes one warn that fucks everything up Especially a one that i doubt any other admin would even open a report like that and make a big deal after my claims Anyways i was super super annoyed at how Chespin who Rdms me sometimes and i Rdm sometimes thats how i joke around with Staff ( By rdm i mean When im inno I hit them with a crowbar once and make them chase me as i enter the T room ) Which was fine with most of them as i wasnt warned , they actually take it as a joke . So i told him in admin chat " Thats why you get bullied " AND SIR I DONT FIND THAT REALLY OFFENSIVE or will make him go suicide , no it wont , he is causing drama for nothing , I dont care if he was bullied or whatever he believes is happening to him in school , Keep your problems to yourself . As for the " Threat " No it isnt , I simply gave you an advice to not Mess up , because i too wont give other chances , if you see this as a threat then idk what to tell you tbh OTHER THAN THAT i did nothing else , i prevented more drama on forums thanks to Eddie and Kurze big Support out there . LegendarySoldier , please im not Sick or psychopath to tell me that , i actually find it really offending saying that , i have no irl problems Please dont tell me to go see my Irl problems because they dont exist , owing to the fact that " I must take a break from the server " No i dont , i love it , i love Chespin i love Rulebreaker163 i love how it runs i only have a problem with how im being treated thats all and for that im fixing my attitude to get a better feedback and you Sir expect me to just dont care if i get warned and you Staff / lead team go and say " No fuck this dude he was 4 warnings he clearly isnt showing any signs of change " this shit Kills me man . Im kindly asking to look at this again and see if i really fucked up to deserve what chespin and Rulebreaker163 have done to me . Now the other recent which is a mute by BigMac
im just putting it all together in a nutshell , I once opened and BigMac Who i really love and like told me hi so i was like hi , i just ate 2 of you xD XD and a lenny face then he was like all confused and seemed angry and i said something then bitch idk why but he found bitch really offending not to mention that Dr.House told him its a bit Harsh too , EVEN tho i joke with him like that most of the time , i just wish i dont deal with double faced people , show me the face you want to talk / play / joke with me not 5 faces thanks .

Special thanks to Kurzex for still having Faith in me and to RuleBreaker163 and Eddie for the support . also miia , please just stop fucking with me i beg you , if u hate me and think im a fucking immature child then stop commenting at every post i make , I like you and accept you as a friend you dont i understand lets just find separate ways ,stop talking to me and it should be cool .