TOPIC: [TTT] TheFierceOwl's Moderator Application

The Story : Please take time to read it slowly and carefully . Thanks Alot

i was detective and Chespin was a proven innocent at 3 HP , He asked me for my health station and i said no as a joke , after a minute i dropped one and he rushed at it as i was shooting it , sadly he was caught in the crossfire while me shooting my Health Station , moving on RuleBreaker163 handled His report on me for " RDM " i didnt take 1 moment after he reported me before it was even handled to apologies and say sorry that he was caught in the crossfire and that i didnt mean it They completely ignored me and started idk how to say it in a nice way but speaking nonsense and saying it was RDM in either way so i called eddie and thankfully he was ready and opened logs and checked out everything , With that he said " Logs show it was an accident and didnt mean to shoot you directly as he only did -6 " not to mention i was at full karma and using a shotgun ( The semi auto one ) And yet again i apologized and told him to just move on. Then Chepsin started The drama , Saying " YOU DONT KNOW WHATS IT LIKE , YOU ALL ACT LIKE YOU LIKE ME " Etc.. " EVERYONE IS CALLING ME A NONCE FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS ! " So i felt it and was like damn im an asshole So i told him in admin chat To take it easy and that non of us mean anything its just a joke and next time please say if you are annoyed by a Joke,
he continued to cause drama telling me his miserable childhood story where he was bullied , so i replied to make him feel a bit more confident about himself that im always bullied in school and shit like that . Then RuleBreaker163 Asks Chespin if he wants to " Forgive " me so i was like forgive me for what , its going to be harsh Punishment as logs back me up and chespin just goes " No " and i was warned after . What really got under my skin is the fact that :
1. Its a very very harsh punishment

2. It was going to ruin my reputation as im trying to improve
so i ask them one more time why am i getting warned its going to be harsh and ill appeal it and im confident it will be accepted so RuleBreaker163 replies to me saying " I cant do anything about it ,Im going to warn you . Appeal it , Im also confident it will be accepted " So lets be honest it kinda sucks that im trying my best to show myself that im changing and improving then comes one warn that fucks everything up Especially a one that i doubt any other admin would even open a report like that and make a big deal after my claims Anyways i was super super annoyed at how Chespin who Rdms me sometimes and i Rdm sometimes thats how i joke around with Staff ( By rdm i mean When im inno I hit them with a crowbar once and make them chase me as i enter the T room ) Which was fine with most of them as i wasnt warned , they actually take it as a joke . So i told him in admin chat " Thats why you get bullied " AND SIR I DONT FIND THAT REALLY OFFENSIVE or will make him go suicide , no it wont , he is causing drama for nothing , I dont care if he was bullied or whatever he believes is happening to him in school , Keep your problems to yourself . As for the " Threat " No it isnt , I simply gave you an advice to not Mess up , because i too wont give other chances , if you see this as a threat then idk what to tell you tbh OTHER THAN THAT i did nothing else , i prevented more drama on forums thanks to Eddie and Kurze big Support out there . LegendarySoldier , please im not Sick or psychopath to tell me that , i actually find it really offending saying that , i have no irl problems Please dont tell me to go see my Irl problems because they dont exist , owing to the fact that " I must take a break from the server " No i dont , i love it , i love Chespin i love Rulebreaker163 i love how it runs i only have a problem with how im being treated thats all and for that im fixing my attitude to get a better feedback and you Sir expect me to just dont care if i get warned and you Staff / lead team go and say " No fuck this dude he was 4 warnings he clearly isnt showing any signs of change " this shit Kills me man . Im kindly asking to look at this again and see if i really fucked up to deserve what chespin and Rulebreaker163 have done to me . Now the other recent which is a mute by BigMac
im just putting it all together in a nutshell , I once opened and BigMac Who i really love and like told me hi so i was like hi , i just ate 2 of you xD XD and a lenny face then he was like all confused and seemed angry and i said something then bitch idk why but he found bitch really offending not to mention that Dr.House told him its a bit Harsh too , EVEN tho i joke with him like that most of the time , i just wish i dont deal with double faced people , show me the face you want to talk / play / joke with me not 5 faces thanks .

Special thanks to Kurzex for still having Faith in me and to RuleBreaker163 and Eddie for the support . also miia , please just stop fucking with me i beg you , if u hate me and think im a fucking immature child then stop commenting at every post i make , I like you and accept you as a friend you dont i understand lets just find separate ways ,stop talking to me and it should be cool .