You still seem to have issues with the rules but even more so your attitude. I don't think you could handle a position of power with how easily you seem to get completely unhinged when something doesn't go your way. Most staff get shit thrown at them on the server and I highly doubt that you would be capable of handling it without freaking out.
Quite frankly by the way you're expressing yourself on here I feel like your focus should be on some other aspects of your life. You seem to have serious issues with impulse control, judgment and conforming to social standards. I think you should take a break from the server and focus on finding on your personal issues.
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