TOPIC: [TTT Super Admin] BananaSlanger's Application

Nick0GR wrote: zarpgaming.com/index.php/forum/general-d...sting-behavior-again
forum apologies only exist because of attention seekers

just apologise in private if you truly need to, just stop doing the same shit and at least try to improve, instead of just using an apology to cover your ass

sorIe wrote:
So you're expecting me to message everyone about it. Because i mentioned Raeker a lot, doesn't mean it's all about him. Instead of trying to call me out you can maybe give me some feedback?

BananaSlanger wrote: my feedback is quite clear

dont do the shit i called you out on

also you can just message everyone you affected, because I know for a fact it didn't affect me and a lot of my friends

I swear this is an SA app and not a roasting thread? :/

-support

What Raeker and Chienman said are correct Banana. I totally agree with them.
It is clear that you want to get Lead Team so bad, for some reason. If you were 0% selfish, cared for the server, loved Staffing and ready for a promotion, you wouldn't be so desperate to get it. The fact that you go to every single Lead Team member and instead of discussing with him about the Server and/or asking him questions, you ALWAYS bring up that you got suicidal issues, that you are a "waste of space" and complaining that you will never get promoted because you are an idiot, is simply pathetic and I personally would never want someone in the Lead Team like that. I mean, Lead Team is called LEAD Team cause our job is to Lead other staff members. How the fuck are you going to lead other staff if you don't even believe in yourself? How the fuck are you going to resolve situations, speak up in the meetings and state your opinion if you think that everything you say and do is wrong? That's the reason you keep getting denied and because you can't change in 1 day like you think you can, I suggest you wait some months or even years so you become more mature and ready physically if you can't do it morally(hope that makes sense cause my english is shit, but you get the point). I can tell you that in a few years, your brain will evolve so much, that you will be a whole different person. Some people are extremely mature and "Lead Team material" from a very young age, but some others need some time. You got to accept that fact and move on cause noone is perfect.

I won't say much since everything has already been said.

You are pathetic, you have tried to apply for 1 year and still haven't gotten it. You say you will improve, but you never do. I believed you could improve, I still kinda do but that is not much. Don't just say "I am going to improve" and "I have improved" when you never have. And when you are using excuses like "suicide issues" to get attention then I have lost all fucking respect for you. I have been dealing with suicide issues since I was a little kid and I still am going through this, I almost killed myself 2 times some time ago, do I go around saying it to everyone to get attention? No, I am getting sick of this. I am not denying the fact that you are going through this, but don't fucking take it as a joke and don't just go tell everyone like that. It is good if you talk to someone, but not like this.
When you have tried to apply for 1 year and not gotten the rank, and when several staff members thinks you are not ready and when they are willing to help you, you should really get their help and tips and actually improve and not just say you have when you have not. Do you really think you are going to get it with the direction you are heading? And the fact that you get mad when you don't get it or someone else gets it, and almost resigns and tells Lead Team members that you are going to is also just pathetic.

I really don't like making this post but please if you really would like this rank then I suggest actually listen to what others have to say and improve on that instead of applying every single week.

Lol nooo