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I'm sorry for my disgusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852059

First of all i wanna say sorry to Raeker for my response on my application. I've written a lot about him aswell under.

Alright, I'll have to admit. Yes, like Chienman, Raeker and everyone else said on my super admin application for TTT, I've been using "Suicide" as a reason for people to feel bad for me, for me to get attention. Me looking back at me doing it, makes me feel disgusted, as Suicide is not fucking funny at all under any circumstanses. Yes i do actually have them issues, but me trying to get attention of it, is fucking disgusting. If i get demoted any time soon, I wouldn't be surprised. Within the past 4 years, i've just been an asshole trying to get attention, saying i'm going to improve and i don't improve. An example i got for the suicide threat a few days ago... I meantion to Raeker on steam, "Maybe i should just end it all at the spot". And i knew for a fact i wouldn't do it. I am really disgusted of my self, as well as anyone else. One of the people i wanna say the most sorry to is Raeker,
Cause i've been lying a lot to Raeker to get attention of him. Like... Honestly. Who does that?! Well here you got me. But i don't want that anymore. I'm simply disgusted and annoyed of myself with all i've said and lied about. I've got issues, but why am i showing them? Why do i show it? I have no words of myself. And i'm pretty certain something will happen to me soon.

I'm sorry.

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Last Edit: 6 years 11 months ago by BananaSlanger. Reason: I have to edit it just because i'm being bullied for grammar mistakes -_-

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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852061

I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3850 Karma: 263
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852062

Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too That wasn't nice to say at all.	BananaSlanger Offline Diamond Boarder She's sad cause she believed He's ok cause he lied Posts: 3441 Thanks received: 478 Karma: 39
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852063

BananaSlanger wrote: Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too That wasn't nice to say at all. Are you in any position to take the moral high ground here	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3850 Karma: 263
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852064

You were improving so much too, you did this exact thing before I was SA. I'm very disappointed.	Jim_Jam Online Former Community Manager TTT is my child ❤️ Posts: 8589 Thanks received: 3490 Karma: -32
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852065

BananaSlanger wrote: Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too That wasn't nice to say at all. you Discust me	Clarky Offline Former Community Manager I love Henny Posts: 16886 Thanks received: 9611 Karma: 982
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852066

Nistelbog wrote: BananaSlanger wrote: Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too That wasn't nice to say at all. Are you in any position to take the moral high ground here No, But a forum staff does.	BananaSlanger Offline Diamond Boarder She's sad cause she believed He's ok cause he lied Posts: 3441 Thanks received: 478 Karma: 39
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852068

you want some fries with that attention you ordered?	Xeronise Offline Gold Boarder sadboys best gang ♿♿ Posts: 2138 Thanks received: 1539 Karma: 2
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852070

BananaSlanger wrote: Nistelbog wrote: BananaSlanger wrote: Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too That wasn't nice to say at all. Are you in any position to take the moral high ground here No, But a forum staff does. you mean the forum staff that are also making jokes	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3850 Karma: 263
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852071

Nistelbog wrote:

BananaSlanger wrote:

Nistelbog wrote:

BananaSlanger wrote:

Nistelbog wrote:

I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too

That wasn't nice to say at all.

Are you in any position to take the moral high ground here

No, But a forum staff does.

you mean the forum staff that are also making jokes

it's nice to not having to be serious all the time but because people really hate me being a clown, here:
Banana it doesn't surprise me that you did this shit, you always fail to show a sign of improvement because you keep doing these dumb things so you gotta stop if you wanna get SA for TTT

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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852074

naughty	MsMs Offline Gold Boarder hey there I'm MsMs Posts: 2403 Thanks received: 1210 Karma: -23
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852076

I'm discusted	Magik Offline Gold Boarder ye man Posts: 2691 Thanks received: 621 Karma: -14
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I'm sorry for my disgusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852084

Piss off start on raeker and u are unliked now pipe down	A Good Pianist Offline Spectacular Boarder A Wob A Bob Bob Posts: 15000 Thanks received: 3911 Karma: 22
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852090

Nistelbog wrote: I mean your spelling it pretty Discusting too omg man!! you speled disgusting wong	bunnyslippers69 Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3539 Thanks received: 1185 Karma: 0
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I'm sorry for my disgusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852094

Today I learned Clarky is a clown irl	Studio Banter Offline Marvelous Boarder ❤️ Posts: 14011 Thanks received: 5850 Karma: -61
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I'm sorry for my disgusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852103

hey waddup lead team	rroobbiinn10xx Offline Diamond Boarder Zwarte piet is not racist Posts: 4062 Thanks received: 1735 Karma: 42
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I'm sorry for my disgusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852106

discusting	B4nQk0k Offline Legendary Member jeg har 45cc moped Posts: 2185 Thanks received: 713 Karma: 37
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852132

Like sorle said i agree with him. I don't think forum apologies should be made. You should instead apologize to the people affected more , personally.	Nick0GR Offline Marvelous Boarder Posts: 10801 Thanks received: 3307 Karma: -113
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852137

i am pretty diskusted by your behavior	Vid Offline Expert Boarder The Legendary "Ruski" Kid Posts: 1046 Thanks received: 269 Karma: 1
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I'm sorry for my discusting behavior. Again. 6 years 11 months ago #852143

Sad people, Putting him down because of his spelling, I'm sure english isn't his first language, Give him a break,	Mytic Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3826 Thanks received: 389 Karma: -69
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