I have decided to resign from all my roles on zarp.
Best of luck to all those which continue to staff for the servers I simply don't want to spend any more time or effort on the server. I may stick around a little bit longer but I simply don't feel like staying as staff anymore.
I got a sanction on SSRP for Attitude for commiting the following heinous crimes: calling xnator a femboy on multiple occasions. After markus got banned from ssrp I shouted at xnator that if he bans someone then there should be some kind of explanation of what they did wrong like maybe some examples to atleast give the person that was banned or others questioning it some understanding and after xnator deciding to still not talk to Markus we spoke to Markus and 10 - 15 minutes after the discussion I sent markus this GIF
media.tenor.co/videos/8d7799d5ab9a26802f88dcc4c73b550b/mp4 without any context or saying anything else. The final thing that was a cause for my sanction was raging on among us whilst we were in xnator's discord (not zarp server) making a very very poor tasted comment telling them to slit their wrists so that they can never use a mouse again which was taken as a suicide joke although it was not intended to be which I explained after we finished playing, when explaining I said my bad to everyone which was in the call at the time. Im not going to deny, the last thing was a bad call to say and in bad taste im not going to deny that however I don't think that I should have been given a sanction but if they really feel that it was necessary to give me a sanction I feel like its just not worth me sticking around as staff anymore. and also I am starting university :V.
as far as a thanks list goes here's the list of thanks:
Martin Gaming
chuteuk
codabro
Buffy
BDOG
and some other people ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
there was without a doubt some attitude problems that I had for a week or two and my attitude wasn't the best to the CM team and I didn't go about my resignation with the best of attitudes without a doubt.