TOPIC: The end of the road....

The end of the road.... 7 years 6 months ago #722889

This may come as a shock to some of you and this has not been an easy thing to make. I will be resigning from all my current ranks. It has been a long time running and i have had the most amazing time doing it. I will be staying in the community just powerless. I hope all the time as staff has at least gained me some respect so i can still play like any other. So why am i resigning? I have been SSRP staff for as long as i could remember the first rank i ever got in this community and it is coming up to a year this month that i would have been apart of this community. I have had so many laughs and made so many friends it is unbelievable. No way in hell did i see myself getting this far back when i was applying for moderator. I am thankful for everyone that has helped me get here and everyone that is still behind me getting me through the days. I have not been very active amongst the servers the last month or so and i don't know why cuz i love helping people and talking it has just gotten boring so to speak and i have just found other things to do. Zarp is pretty much my life right now and i don't think it is too healthy for me. I have been slacking the past few weeks the most and i just don't think it is fair on the other LT that have to pull my weight.I have also been quite inactive and school work is really pushing me and i am having quite a few personal issues right now that i need to deal with. I never thought i would be doing this as i love to be staff and help out people and i hope i can still help out people on the server i just don't feel right holding the position if i am not gonna use it in ways others could. I have been loyal to the rank and have never abused my powers. I respect everyone that has helped me make it this far and all those that have left during the process. I will be deciding this week if i will revoke or not i will just have to see i guess. I never imagined being here doing this but everything happens for a reason. I love zarp and doing my job on the forums also but i feel like all the hard work has faded and im not holding my weight within the team. I have been less motivated in general and i just don't feel like others should have that. I am sorry if i upset anyone for resigning but it's just me i don't really know how to say it apart from what i have done already. I will give you a sort of time line of my time as staff in the community and then a thank you list <3

Where it all began!

I joined on the 28th of september last year and that was what got me here today! (Didn't actually realise but its been a year now!)
I loved the server from the very start and that's what got me to play it.
I had around 250 hours on gmod before finding the community and now since then i have racked up over 6 times that amount having over 1600 hours on garry's mod.

I first applied for moderator over 10 months ago now and every since then i was motivated but never imagined i could possibly achieve the rank i have gotten to.
My Moderator Application

I was a moderator for a long time going for maybe 2 months i believe. I applied for admin but was not the best i could be.
I then tried my hardest and went for Admin. I got it finally!
My Administrator Application

I was very active on the TS at this time also and from that i achieved my Teamspeak rank.
My Teamspeak Application

I later on applied for the section moderator position of DarkRP.
My Section Moderator Application

I also recently applied for the server application section and got this. This was 3 months ago.
My Section Moderator Application

I will not be involving my ranks that i have previously resigned from only my current ones.

I then got a lot of feedback from users and staff members and decided to go for Super Administrator and try my hardest.
My Super Administrator Application

The funny thing is i fell asleep around 10 minutes before they moved me in so i was not able to attend my first meeting xD
This is the meeting outcome of when i became Super Admin!
My Super Admin Meeting Outcome

I have had an amazing time and might still have a good time depending on if i still play

My thank you list!
I will not involve people that i have no respect for even if they are in the team.

ChuteUk