TOPIC: Para's. Weight Loss ( 1 kilo's away from giveaway)

As many of you may know this is not the first thread I have made about weight loss.
Many of you have seen me make huge leaps in my progress in my weight loss about 1 year ago.
I am here today to confess that all the progress that I have made is gone.

Over the last year, I have suffered from a lot of stress in real life and here on Zarp.
Being a community manager is not as easy as some people may think, Due to my rank I am targeted every single day for who I am and what I do. Every decision I make needs to be well thought out or I get backlash for it over the forums for weeks on end.
During my time as head administrator on all servers, this barely phased me at all. at that given time I was already staff for over a year on the Zarp community.
When I officially ran for Community Manager in January 2017 I never knew how stress full being on the very top could be.
It is not the work that is difficult but pleasing every single party is.

I cannot go a single day without making a decision and get a few people telling me how unfair my choice was.
I have had my Ip leaked over the forums I have had my personal information leaked, My home address, my families info and many other things all exposed against my own will.
The thought of resigning has crossed my mind many times this year due to all the stress it was giving me, all the hatred I got over steam. Sometimes it ended up in pure bullying.

Due to all the stress I sought comfort in food and I did that for almost a whole year now.
I was dishonest with my friends and told them I was still going well with my weight loss when in question I was not.
To deal with the stress I often reached out for food and all the progress I made during that time was ruined.

I want to pick my life back up and put my self on the right track because I have had enough of this
I owe a big thank you to people for listening to me when I needed someone to talk to the most.
Even though I only just met her she has helped me more than I could ever imagine or ask of someone.
She has inspired me to pick up my weight loss again and work my ass off to go back to where I was before the stress happened. She has shown me that Garrysmod is actually a lot of fun, I always told people I don't play the servers because it is boring. But in reality I was just suffering from so much stress that I tried to hide away from the community.

I want to thank everybody for reading this topic as it means a lot to me.

Glad that you are turning your life around and starting back on your journey and I forgive you for lying. <3 and best of luck with it man <3

Sounds really awful what you go under as CM and I honestly wouldn't blame you at all if you were to resign because that shit is pretty fucked up. It's sad how ungrateful some people can be and just treat you with this lack of respect by harassing you. You can always hit me up in Steam, Whatsapp, TS, whatever you have me on if you need to talk to someone, here for ya bro <3
Best of luck with your weight loss, I know you can do this as you've proven to us last year.

I feel bad for you and your problems Para. You have my sympathy.

I'm so proud of you for doing this, Even though you look amazing as you are but I want you to be happy with your appearance. And honestly you don't need to thank me, you've helped me even more so than i've helped you. You are an incredible person and I will be here to give you support for as long as you want me to :3

LucyLevi17 wrote:
You won't be the only one that wants to help.

Annie Montana wrote:
I hope not, he deserves all the support he can get :3

Every 5 kilos lost is 11 pounds lost btw to do your little challenge at the end.

I helped and encouraged you last year and I'll do it again. Sometimes you need some encouragement and a gentle push which I'm more than willing to provide. Para you did it last year you can do it again dick head. Good luck fam!

Annie Montana wrote:
Yes it is it clearly says it

Sorry for so many messages on the thread but what you say is saying you have no purpose. Don't worry about that as life gives you a permanent purpose to fulfill. I know I'm not sure if I can help but I don't want to see you acting like you have no purpose here.

Remember when I spoke to you about Biwx Voorhees and that I would look out for him due to his 'problem'? Well I'm not going to let you not have the same help from me. If I didn't put this comment out then I would feel like I don't have a purpose to help anyone who needs it.

You have my support through this and you'll have everyone else to help aswell.

Its great that you are going to lose some weight but i can tell you 106 kg is pretty normal for your height
Anyways Good luck because i know its a hard thing to do

Hold on if zarp is causing you so much stress you are getting chubby why the hell are you still here?

Happy to hear buddy, glad you could find good people around you to help you as a person and in life

I love you both ways so sorry Lucy but I claimed Para months ago already

Pretty sure lucy has claim rights already. So you'd have to fight her for it

ParaMontana wrote:
yeah, hes my bitch

glhf

LucyLevi17 wrote:

ParaMontana wrote:
MOB?