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TOPIC: Fixing my attitude

Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624108

Hello everyone, you may have noticed that recently I've been a bit of a cunt towards pretty much anyone who isn't my mate, especially those who are staff on servers that aren't Deathrun and I want to say sorry for it.

The three people who I feel I've mostly targeted with foul language are Morgan, Arhick and TheXnator and I want to apoligize to each of you here.

TheXnator

I literally use your servers as my 'base of operations' to minge, troll and be disrespectful generally, I go on there and don't leave until I am banned or have a ban request. This is a really fucking stupid thing to do, I think I mainly do this as I don't agree that you should have all this power you have, I don't think my opinion is going to change about the power, I just won't be a cunt about it and will explain why why I don't like it rather just saying my typical 'fuck off' or something.

Archick

I think you and I have had some problems since we both met, I remember it as you had an illegal mining dupe down nearly every day on server three and I seemed to think 'ah it's just a new player I'll just fucking blow it up and place down my own dupe, he won't mind' which is what I did and you seemed to have some issues with that and we had a bit of a shouting match and after a few days it got to the point where you reported me for illegal mining dupes / raiding mines. Ever since then we've just generally been at each others throats on the forums, weirdly enough we haven't had any issues since then.

Morgan

Sorry for being a cunt to you recently, but you really pissed me off with that warning for playing a rap song, which is mainly why I did some of the shit I've done, like target you on murder when I am innocent with a gun and just shooting you or just being plain rude.

Other than that I don't seem to remember directly trying to piss you off, I guess the only other bad experiences I've had with you is when I break rules infront of you, even then I still feel like an idiot for just generally acting negativly towards you.

Obviously I want to apologise to anyone else who I affected with my bad attitude I know that if I continue the way I am it's a steep, slippery slope to a community ban, I don't want to end up back there. It's a very damn annoying process to get unbanned.

I think the reason I act the way I do towards staff (on SSRP) is because I have been one in the past but only a moderator, during one of those times I found it incredibly easy to stop what I was doing unless I was raiding or doing something you can't just stop without finishing, with this generation of SSRP staff I and a lot of others have noticed that they just don't seem to want to stop talking to a mate for two seconds and deal with someone elses problem like they should be doing, some just go for bare minimum so they can get through the week without getting spoken to and can then relax which isn't too bad I guess, at least they're doing something but it would be nice if they could go above that when they have the time.

Because of this I target staff and just call them useless and disrespect them which normally ends up with me getting a voice/chat mute.

I know I've said this a thousand times but I want to mean it and I know I can, don't say it's because I hang around with the wrong people, I am not normally someone who is influenced easily, if anything I am someone who can influence easily.

Starting from today I am going to try to get no intentional punishments and hopefully the only ones I recieve are for genuine mistakes, even then I am going to cut down and make sure I am more careful. If I have any problems I'm not going to try to solve them myself but go to a member of staff and ask for some advice, I know I have lot of them on my friends list I just never make the effort to click a few buttons and type out what it is I am having an issue with.

Thanks to Coutinroy for helping me and believing in me for that change, sorry I let you down recently with my attitude I know I went against most of the things I've said.

If you've had any issues with me or think I've targetted you with my spree of hate and negative attitude then please do add me on Steam so I can say sorry, my Steam profile can be found here.

My gang however is going to stay how it is, some may view it as toxic but we're just fighting for what we believe in and we're doing it within the rules.

Please don't respond with something snarky saying give it a week because that just demotivates me and just makes me think people don't care, which is why I started doing it again the last few times.

If you want to reply to this but feel your response would break TOU, please do message me on Steam, Para's response didn't really break TOU but he felt more comfortable telling me on Steam and I thank him for it.

TL;DR - I'm sorry for being a dick, things are going to change.

EDIT: If you're here to shitpost and didn't actually read a single word of my post then don't even bother trying to get your post count up...

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Last Edit: 7 years 6 months ago by Nafe.

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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624109

Really glad to see you want to change!	Wolfi Offline Legendary Member Future Owner and Manager of Murder Posts: 8738 Thanks received: 2707 Karma: 52
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624110

glhf	Jim_Jam Offline Former Community Manager TTT is my child ❤️ Posts: 8588 Thanks received: 3490 Karma: -32
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624112

Good to see you want to change. As a wise man Studio Banter once said: ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS Good luck <3	TheXnator Offline Former Owner "Save the tears for when we win!" Posts: 8122 Thanks received: 4292 Karma: -2024
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624113

Grand Wizowd wrote: TL;DR - I'm sorry for being a dick, things are going to change.	SorIe Offline Marvelous Boarder Posts: 10842 Thanks received: 4306 Karma: 400
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624116

Alright bud have fun	Hellsdevil Offline Legendary Member surprisingly still kicking Posts: 1423 Thanks received: 1102 Karma: 46
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624120

Np Much love from ~VideonUriel	Vid Offline Expert Boarder The Legendary "Ruski" Kid Posts: 1046 Thanks received: 269 Karma: 1
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624122

Hope to see you are changing	DEADMONSTOR Offline Former Owner Posts: 9277 Thanks received: 3799 Karma: 80
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624133

Hopefully you change	Katje Offline User is blocked Posts: 5286 Thanks received: 844 Karma: -73
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624136

At least you don't have to fix it for me since you always had respect for me lol	AceInsidious Offline Legendary Member Memed Posts: 7996 Thanks received: 3661 Karma: 394
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624138

AceInsidious wrote: At least you don't have to fix it for me since you always had respect for me lol I've always looked up to you, Ace. Not just as a staff member but as a person, you're always calm no matter what happens, I'm glad you have always come to help me just as much as Coutinroy, thanks for coming to me when you've known I've got a problem.	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624142

I've someone could link this to Archick and get him to read it that would be ace!	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624239

Expected this a bit sooner, but the important thing that it has come. If anything occurs you know where to message me.	Roy Harper Offline Adept Boarder someone stole my legendary member Posts: 6857 Thanks received: 1950 Karma: 15
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624245

Coutinroy wrote: Expected this a bit sooner, but the important thing that it has come. If anything occurs you know where to message me. I am sorry that it didn't come sooner man.	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624246

Wow no mention	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3850 Karma: 263
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624247

Jokes aside, best of luck changing	Hungry Santa Offline Legendary Member Gib me dat shit for free Posts: 10728 Thanks received: 4130 Karma: -318
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624248

Sada wrote: Wow no mention Sorry for being nice to you	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624250

Oh look, it's a never ending, one sided strip that is constantly turning	exrobite Offline Loyal Boarder dont have a cow man Posts: 8905 Thanks received: 2489 Karma: -31
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624254

exrobite wrote: Oh look, it's a never ending, one sided strip that is constantly turning At least it was constructive.	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Fixing my attitude 7 years 6 months ago #624277

I remember a couple of month ago your attitude was fine, im sure you can return to that	el une spodermun Offline Mythical Boarder ex retard Posts: 5119 Thanks received: 1318 Karma: 19
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