TOPIC: Fixing my attitude

I saw this yesterday and actually wrote a text replying to it, but my page refreshed because this laptop is slow has hell. Then I tried again and the same happened.
Of course I am going to reply to it, if you took the time to write it. But I’ll be honest all through out.
I think it’s better to clear everything up from the beginning: I think this is one of those “zarp apologies” everyone does when they want to get staff, you will eventually get staff and once you get bored you will go back. With that being said, I don’t blame you and it is better for you and the server that you beheave well, even if it’s not real. As long as the rules are not broken, you’re already making an effort, even if there’s an agenda.

The reason why I believe you will not really change, it’s because what happens between us. You couldn’t think of a single reason why we would have any problems regarding my actions towards you. I never did anything wrong to you. Literally all your “hate” was because I didn’t curl up and took your bullshit on Server 3. That’s it. You did something wrong, I reported it, Sorle even spammed the threads with lies even though he was not present and then it all began. My wrong-doing was not liking a rule-break… Someone who acts this way hardly changes.

But, on a positive note, what else can you do? Like, honestely. I’ve been on Zarp for a few months and I haven’t been able to be online for more than once a week, because I just don’t really feel like doing it, it eventually is all the same. You’ve been here for 3 or 4 years, I can’t blame you for being bored out of your ass and rule-break. I mean, it’s not fun to jump on TS with your friends and discuss how zarp rules are good, right? It’s more fun to break them. Literally can’t judge you on that, it just looks like the owners design a playground and then assign staff to deal with it. But there’s no cure, only bandages, every single day there are twenty new guys shooting everyone up and we give them a warning (they think to themselves “a warning? Wtf is that? Suckers”) and they continue. I mean, hell, even you can go up to 8 or 10 warnings before getting a ban which is like a one or two day ban… Zarp basically screams “FUCKING DO IT, it’s not like there will be real consequences” (most crazy moment here was when Para thought it would benefit the server in anyway to make *cmbannedplayer* an apology and as long as he wrote it to all of the people he harmed, he would be free. W-T-F.

You are seventeen, I get literally everything you do, if you don’t mine and see five guys who aren’t even there just making money, they are basically asking for a grenade. It’s fun, it makes you laugh, makes everyone laugh. The problem is the community itself. 80% will laugh when you post a video of rulebreak, then those same 80% will feel sorry if the guy you killed makes a thread saying how sad he is that he lost item X and then those same 80% will be here commenting “glad you’re improving” while I know and you know that they didn’t even read the entire thread… I see people who’ve been here for years making goodbye threads and everyone just says “Sad to see you go, goodbye ☹”… There’s absolutely no sense of community and there may be some who will say there is, but once you get out of Zarp, become a bit older and look into it, you will see the flaws.
Back on topic: I’m not mad at you, most comments I make on your threads are to mess with you, it’s not like I actually get angry at these because I mostly check Zarp, like I check Facebook or Reddit when I’m at home. You’re not going to change, at least not your core, not really, but who the hell cares… Why are you expected to act like a 40 year old and just bore yourself out?
You know how I would have SSRP, how do you call it? Me “pushing my no second change-agenda”, right? But that is not the way the game is handled and while it is not that way, you’re encouraged to stay on this path. But blaming you would be like blaming a kid and not their parents when they misbehave. A few works with Countinroy wont change who you are, but I appreciate the gesture and to be honest there’s nothing wrong with who you are. Sure, annoys me a bit the amount of attention you require (not being offensive, bear with me) considering threads and the work you put into every one of them, but they are also somewhat funny. G-Mod isn’t fun if you can’t do what you feel like doing, otherwise you wouldn’t be on the PC, so as long as you have respect for me and the others, I’m fine with how you entertain yourself.
So, no grudges from me. But just be yourself on the forums, others completely change and act how they react to things and other people just to look better, that’s not how you change. You want to change or seem changed? Continue to be yourself but maintain a respectful stance.
Good luck bud.

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