TOPIC: [Forum Game] Confession Thread: Tell us!

IRL: I grew up as a fighter, In middle school and before that i fought so many times that if you punch me in the right arm i am like meh. or you know when you hit eachother with your shinbone that it hurts like fuck. They go almost crying and mine turns out full blue but i also sit like meh. Got a few times that i got almost killed and almost killed some people. But now i dont fight anymore

IRL: Scammed a lot of people on game servers by selling them a good website (template) i found for free, then join their staffteam and when they refused to pay my increased fee, I would wrek their servers from the inside out. Did made a lot of it though.

Zarp: Killed Optec and xhantium sooo many times with slamtraps back on bloc42.

Other game I played way too long ago: I asked to buy a $500 item of a guy through paypal.. I send him an paypal invoice (so, not a real payment) send him the screenshot and told him, look it takes 24h to complete since you're not from my country but this is the proof *screenshot of invoice* (with the word invoice removed ofc.) and he gave me the item.

When I resigned from DarkRP Admin i was demoted from TS Staff and I didnt know why (I was told its because i have no ingame ranks) But other TS staff had no ranks atm too, So i got angry and took a 3-4 month break from Zarp
When i moved into a very Chavvy neighbourhood at the age of 9, I met some people who you could say were bad role models, From then i was getting forced to do things I didn't want like transferring different Illegal substances and I picked up a habit of smoking (At the time it was all just a game but now I look back I am HIGHLY regretting it, and im very lucky i moved out because i could've seriously ruin my life by living like that

Note: The IRL one, I have NEVER told anyone i just think I trust the community well enough to tell people what i did

Cardstarvipe wrote:
Wait, weren't you 13?

Anyway: IRL as well as in-game I tend to have massive rage attacks. It often happens when I'm very tired and grumpy.
Other than that, I've been a smoker for two years now but I'm gonna take a fair shot at quitting for my 18th birthday as I'm getting more and more minor health problems.

IRL: I was on holidays in Lithuania and was staying over at my dad's parents house. One day I decided to take my small camera and walk around the whole town (I knew most of it as I lived there for like five years). I forgot to tell everyone and so I went on an adventure. I climbed a mountain, I took pictures of cows, I went to the hospital where my mom worked at and said hello to everyone there. When I got to Maxima (It's a shop), one of my dad's friend saw me. He was talking to the police and the locals. He was like "Hey, you're "Insert my name here", we've been looking all over for you". I was led back home and my parents and everyone was so terrified and shocked. They thought I was kidnapped or something. I just laughed off that day.

I have no respect for people with anime or furry avatars/signatures.

I am Ginger

I secretly have a shrine dedicated to pepes.

IRL :I got banned from school for two days ,for throwing a chair at my abusive teacher

INGAME : I picked dcx up.

Another confession:
I was going to do this forum game.
GODDAMNIT REDPOWDER.

Morkva wrote:
You just shamed 1/4 of the community.

I have a few so here we go


#1 I hate a lot of people on zarp without them knowing it.
#2 most people know this but I hate weaboos with a passion
#3 back when I played minecraft I scammed over £250 worth of items that people bought
#4 im addicted to coffee
#5 I get very jealous of anyone that has more than me
#6 Im very unconfident in real life


So yea theres a few things I will add more when I can

i get easily jelous and even though i say imm poor im not really poor i have grown up in a part of wales with crack heads and all that shit but ive never done that shit im 14 and i make a lot of mistakes in-game and out of game, a lot of people could say i have no life almost every day i wake up get on my pc play on it until about 2 am and then i go off o(on school days i come on straight after school

IRL: I have F in french because every lesson i keep screaming baguette when someone ask me something

IRL Expelled from school for month when beating up other students when i just lost my parents in carcrash because those guys were mocking me all the time and that was the moment when i didn't feel like listening anything and i just suddenly got problems like the anger problem what i have talked about and i couldn't help it, then i was going at therapy and it helped me a little
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JamesStoneZarp wrote:
A sad story; I never seen someone before that lost his parents before.
I give my condolences to you even if it is late.
Good to hear that your therapy somewhat went well!

IRL:
If you could look into my brain, you would think that i am very messed up.
If something really great comes to an end (For example my holidays in croatia or a good game that tells a good story or a good movie) i get REALLY depressed for a few days and only think about that thing. NOTHING will distract me.
I personally think i am not a good friend to have. I do dumb things, get people in trouble and sometimes don't listen to someone that tells me a story about his life.
I get drunk at least once every month.

Yep, you can see 10/10 my lief.

GAMING:
I played the story of GTA 5, but i skipped all the cutscenes (Yes it's true )
Since i obviously couldn't RDM on ZARP, i chose "other popular servers" where i RDM'ed all the time till i got banned.
When i played ZARP, i self supplied all the time, even when i was an Admin.


Yea that's about all.. I feel horrible now. thnx 4 thread

I have a weird addiction, when i eat a sandwich, i first eat everything inside and then eat the bread.

When i was an admin, i once frooze a mutant for rdming and forgot to unfreeze him, he wasn't that clever and instead of trying to solute the problem he just sat there for 1 hour when i found out he was froozen, i just laughed thought.

I've been in depression for a year or two. I absolutely hate myself. I literally have no IRL friends, pretty much the same online too. I can't have normal conversations with anyone most of the time, and I'm just a horrible person. I'm not going to say anything else, I think I'll save it for my introduction and whatnot.