Yes i'm sorry, i'm one of those guys who can't say no directly. Back in my days i was driven by making servers and i had some remaining of that sparkle recently when i decided to contribute into making another server. However from recent events adding up on each other i found out that my old minecraft me is gone and it was more of a memory thing to make a server.
I can't continue pulling chains because they won't go loose. If you look at it from my perspective i've been going through alot of stress lateley and for what good? I don't really see the point i'm affraid.
I've also had a personal issue i have avoided talking about during a childhood friend suffering from cancer and the doctors are really negative about the situation :/. Either way all these things that i don't even mention fully really makes a large tower that's about to fall. And i'd like to have no power on the servers nonetheless when it does.
I really enjoyed working with the owners and there are alot of talented people in the community that impressed me so far and it was a big factor that kept me going when others quit. I was convinced to stay by friends and other people in the community but when i say convinced i mean again that i'm a bad "no-sayer".
Thanks alot for the memories and the damn 4 years i've been here. It's been a blast so far, i just hope i was less known in the community because i know i'm getting alot of hate from these kind of posts.
Corrected by Aspect 08/10/16 -