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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933938

The real reason i am leaving is that i am being bullied, blackmailed and harassed on ssrp, i wont mention names, and i feel like no one cares, i am depressed and have been having suicidal thought lately for many different reasons which i wont go into, but i just want everyone to know. Thanks for the people who care about me and have tried to make me feel better recently, and thanks for my time on zarp which was enjoyable until i got unbanned from my last perma ban.

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and everyone else who has supported me through all this
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933940

Go talk to someone about it, it will get way esier.
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933941

could I add you on steam for some personal talk? Cause I've been through some kind of the same shit and it sucks bro.
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933942

Don’t let 12 year old kids on zarp get the better of you. Zarp shouldn’t be a stressful thing to do, it is a gamempde to have fun. Talk to me on steam when you need me.
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933944

i understand how you feel at the moment, after leaving zarp for several months dealing with some of the same things and same situations. You are a good friend to me and I plan on staying in contact with you but it gets better because once you hit rock bottom you can only go up. We have had some great times together and it's sad to see that you are leaving the community again. I hope things get better in the long run because I know you have a very bright future
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933949

Suicide is never the way. I have somewhat been through what you are going through. Don't let those kids get to you, just report them. Feel free to add me and if you want to talk I am here, but I am in school right now so you have to wait around 5 hours. steamcommunity.com/id/DiamondWolfi
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933951

Lol just cuz jonsey buys your items and cash for paypal and csgo stuff...
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933953

Black Man wrote:
Lol just cuz jonsey buys your items and cash for paypal and csgo stuff...

Fuck off dude seriously pretty inconsiderate, a lot of people go through shit like this and you seem to not care
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933956

Nikoo wrote:
Black Man wrote:
Lol just cuz jonsey buys your items and cash for paypal and csgo stuff...

Fuck off dude seriously pretty inconsiderate, a lot of people go through shit like this and you seem to not care
I think this is the first time I actually agree with you lol
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933957

Tamaninja wrote:
Nikoo wrote:
Black Man wrote:
Lol just cuz jonsey buys your items and cash for paypal and csgo stuff...

Fuck off dude seriously pretty inconsiderate, a lot of people go through shit like this and you seem to not care
I think this is the first time I actually agree with you lol

Listen I don't really hate anyone on zarp and I am just tired of all the shit but seriously bobby can fuck off
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933963

Stay strong my man <3
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933968

You should talk to Raeker about it I'm sure he'll sort it out. Good luck in your future endeavors man!
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933969

I Wish People Were Like This To Me But.Say Strong my man fuck theese kids they are the most backwards people ive seen and when you break them down they go in self defence mode

Luv You man
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933973

As Nick said you should speak to Raeker he would most likely get you to stay and help you through this the most.
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933974

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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933975

I have talked to raeker and without proof of this stuff nothing he can do ;(
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933976

How come you let some kids doxing you make you depressed?
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933981

Nikoo wrote:
Tamaninja wrote:
Nikoo wrote:
Black Man wrote:
Lol just cuz jonsey buys your items and cash for paypal and csgo stuff...

Fuck off dude seriously pretty inconsiderate, a lot of people go through shit like this and you seem to not care
I think this is the first time I actually agree with you lol

Listen I don't really hate anyone on zarp and I am just tired of all the shit but seriously bobby can fuck off

I was referring to Jonsey being on his 'thanks' list, but you can think whatever...
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The real reason 5 years 10 months ago #933982

I spoke to you about this before, and i was shocked when you talked to me about all of this. And honestly, if a gaming community is part of all your problems, then i'd suggest to leave for some time. There is no point in staying if everything here is making you negative and all that.. Ive heard from allot of people that, they got way more toxic or negative because of some people in this community. - Just leave gaming for a while, do something that makes you smile and laugh, be with the people you love. And dont give two shits about negative people, that's the way you'll survive all the bullshit.
- I hope you get well, hope to see you soon! Best of luck with it all.
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