TOPIC: [SSRP Ban Appeal/Apology] Zachery Wraith

Name -
Zachery Wraith

STEAM-ID -
STEAM_0:0:38217396

Admins Name -
GMod Troller

Reason -
Hacking on an Alt

Server -
SSRP

Time -
Permanent

Story -
After being unbanned on my main account, a few weeks later I was caught hacking on an alt but the admin who kicked me didn't know it was me. It was only kicked due to first offense. About a month later the account was caught hacking again and the admin said he could see my screen with the anti-cheat program they have, I said "no, only SA+ can do that." I was interrogated because he said, "how do you know this, who are you?" Proceeded to get a real HA on and do some digging on my alt to find out it was me. What I have done was wrong and I really shouldn't have done it after the many chances I have had. I am deeply sorry and let me tell you why I am a changed person. This was almost three quarters of a year ago. I am not saying that time will change a person, but what I am saying is that over this time I have learned many new things. I am currently in a position where everything is changing, I am senior in high school who just turned 18 and is now taking on a lot of new responsible things. I have had my first job experience in the real world; I was a bouncer for my aunt's bar on St. Pattys Day for 15 hours, boy was that fun... dealing with a bunch of drunks xD. I had my first interview for a real employer other than my family. I have applied and been accepted to a college. The point where I am going with this, is that I have learned that real life is hitting me and that I need to have a change of mindset. Recently my girlfriend that I have been dating for 2 years broke up with me because she thinks that we both need to grow as an individual for a bit. This past week has been terrible and if you guys know me, I have thought about suicide before. This was so sudden and out of the blue, I didn't know what to do. That night I actually went and looked for my dad's handgun. I can't believe I let myself even get to that point of depression. It's hard to control the mind. But the past week I have learned so many new things, I have bettered my relationship with my family because at one point they were not happy with what I was doing with my life. I have grown my faith with God (sorry for bringing religion into this). I even discovered a new hobby for myself... it turns out, I like writing poetry. I have also been working on my car and discovered that I love working on cars. I love the feeling of being handy and knowing that I can do things on my own while saving money, instead of just taking it to the dealership. While I am in this new phase and new shift in my life trying to right my wrongs, I thought about you guys. I am not saying that I want to be unbanned right away, but I would like to be forgiven. You have every right to not forgive me but I would like to say that I am truly a changed person. I am happy to say that even if I am not unbanned its alright, I am happy with who I am today in real life, it would just be nice to hop on every once in awhile to say hey whats up. ZARP will always have a place in my heart, I love this community and I am sorry that I have failed all of you.

Note: this is not supposed to be a sympathy thing. I just wanted to put my apology out there.

Proof -
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Extra Information -
Thanks for taking the time to read this. Please don't be negative or condescending, but feedback is nice.
-Zachery

I understand you want to be forgiven and unbanned but we don't need a life story, especially when you are talking about suicide in a ban appeal, it just gives off that you are using the thought of suicide to influence the verdict of the appeal

Sada. wrote:
Wait I didn't read the appeal but did he consider suicide because he got banned or just because he felt sad?

Either way it's rather fucked up to use it in an appeal regardless of context, it's unrelated and IRL situations shouldn't tie into ban appeals unless it's like "Oh shit my dad told me to get off my computer hence why I LTAP'd"

In no way am I trying to be a dick by asking this, but I'm curious; why did you hack?

Previous Appeal
Zachery Wraith wrote: From your last ban appeal which was for hacking whilst a staff member you were given a chance to prove yourself, we can see this didn't last. How can you be trusted that such things won't happen again as previous punishments clearly aren't deterring the thought of cheating.

What Sally said.

Sada. wrote:
I literally said "before"... meaning not now. And I literally have a note saying no sympathy and that I'm not even really looking to be unbanned, just the ability to hop on might be nice.

Nafe wrote:
Maybe try reading it first.

Narexa wrote:
Cause I had the mindset that I could get away with everything, hence why I did it on an alt. Including in real life.

Sally wrote:
I understand Sally, you have every right to believe so too. I have failed the community in what I said in my last appeal. But as of right now, this is more of a righting my wrongs.

Why hack on servers you usually play, that's pretty autistic if you ask me

definitely cringed myself to read the whole story

You'd already been banned on your main twice for hacking in the past yet you came on an alt and hacked until you got banned on there each time you lie until the very end too, doesn't really breed any confidence in that you won't do it again.

Also, if getting yourself banned for hacking took you to the point of getting a handgun out with the intent of killing yourself I'm pretty sure you wouldn't do it several times.

He a little cunt

Anyhow, there's no reason to trust you here.