Name -
Zachery Wraith

STEAM-ID -
STEAM_0:0:38217396

Admins Name -
GMod Troller

Reason -
Hacking on an Alt

Server -
SSRP

Time -
Permanent

Story -
After being unbanned on my main account, a few weeks later I was caught hacking on an alt but the admin who kicked me didn't know it was me. It was only kicked due to first offense. About a month later the account was caught hacking again and the admin said he could see my screen with the anti-cheat program they have, I said "no, only SA+ can do that." I was interrogated because he said, "how do you know this, who are you?" Proceeded to get a real HA on and do some digging on my alt to find out it was me. What I have done was wrong and I really shouldn't have done it after the many chances I have had. I am deeply sorry and let me tell you why I am a changed person. This was almost three quarters of a year ago. I am not saying that time will change a person, but what I am saying is that over this time I have learned many new things. I am currently in a position where everything is changing, I am senior in high school who just turned 18 and is now taking on a lot of new responsible things. I have had my first job experience in the real world; I was a bouncer for my aunt's bar on St. Pattys Day for 15 hours, boy was that fun... dealing with a bunch of drunks xD. I had my first interview for a real employer other than my family. I have applied and been accepted to a college. The point where I am going with this, is that I have learned that real life is hitting me and that I need to have a change of mindset. Recently my girlfriend that I have been dating for 2 years broke up with me because she thinks that we both need to grow as an individual for a bit. This past week has been terrible and if you guys know me, I have thought about suicide before. This was so sudden and out of the blue, I didn't know what to do. That night I actually went and looked for my dad's handgun. I can't believe I let myself even get to that point of depression. It's hard to control the mind. But the past week I have learned so many new things, I have bettered my relationship with my family because at one point they were not happy with what I was doing with my life. I have grown my faith with God (sorry for bringing religion into this). I even discovered a new hobby for myself... it turns out, I like writing poetry. I have also been working on my car and discovered that I love working on cars. I love the feeling of being handy and knowing that I can do things on my own while saving money, instead of just taking it to the dealership. While I am in this new phase and new shift in my life trying to right my wrongs, I thought about you guys. I am not saying that I want to be unbanned right away, but I would like to be forgiven. You have every right to not forgive me but I would like to say that I am truly a changed person. I am happy to say that even if I am not unbanned its alright, I am happy with who I am today in real life, it would just be nice to hop on every once in awhile to say hey whats up. ZARP will always have a place in my heart, I love this community and I am sorry that I have failed all of you.

Note: this is not supposed to be a sympathy thing. I just wanted to put my apology out there.

Proof -
N/A

Extra Information -
Thanks for taking the time to read this. Please don't be negative or condescending, but feedback is nice.
-Zachery

[b]Name -[/b] Zachery Wraith [b]STEAM-ID -[/b] STEAM_0:0:38217396 [b]Admins Name -[/b] GMod Troller [b]Reason -[/b] Hacking on an Alt [b]Server -[/b] SSRP [b]Time -[/b] Permanent [b]Story -[/b] After being unbanned on my main account, a few weeks later I was caught hacking on an alt but the admin who kicked me didn't know it was me. It was only kicked due to first offense. About a month later the account was caught hacking again and the admin said he could see my screen with the anti-cheat program they have, I said "no, only SA+ can do that." I was interrogated because he said, "how do you know this, who are you?" Proceeded to get a real HA on and do some digging on my alt to find out it was me. What I have done was wrong and I really shouldn't have done it after the many chances I have had. I am deeply sorry and let me tell you why I am a changed person. This was almost three quarters of a year ago. I am not saying that time will change a person, but what I am saying is that over this time I have learned many new things. I am currently in a position where everything is changing, I am senior in high school who just turned 18 and is now taking on a lot of new responsible things. I have had my first job experience in the real world; I was a bouncer for my aunt's bar on St. Pattys Day for 15 hours, boy was that fun... dealing with a bunch of drunks xD. I had my first interview for a real employer other than my family. I have applied and been accepted to a college. The point where I am going with this, is that I have learned that real life is hitting me and that I need to have a change of mindset. Recently my girlfriend that I have been dating for 2 years broke up with me because she thinks that we both need to grow as an individual for a bit. This past week has been terrible and if you guys know me, I have thought about suicide before. This was so sudden and out of the blue, I didn't know what to do. That night I actually went and looked for my dad's handgun. I can't believe I let myself even get to that point of depression. It's hard to control the mind. But the past week I have learned so many new things, I have bettered my relationship with my family because at one point they were not happy with what I was doing with my life. I have grown my faith with God (sorry for bringing religion into this). I even discovered a new hobby for myself... it turns out, I like writing poetry. I have also been working on my car and discovered that I love working on cars. I love the feeling of being handy and knowing that I can do things on my own while saving money, instead of just taking it to the dealership. While I am in this new phase and new shift in my life trying to right my wrongs, I thought about you guys. I am not saying that I want to be unbanned right away, but I would like to be forgiven. You have every right to not forgive me but I would like to say that I am truly a changed person. I am happy to say that even if I am not unbanned its alright, I am happy with who I am today in real life, it would just be nice to hop on every once in awhile to say hey whats up. ZARP will always have a place in my heart, I love this community and I am sorry that I have failed all of you. Note: this is not supposed to be a sympathy thing. I just wanted to put my apology out there. [b]Proof -[/b] N/A [b]Extra Information -[/b] Thanks for taking the time to read this. Please don't be negative or condescending, but feedback is nice. -Zachery