TOPIC: underscore's ban appeal

Name - What is your in-game name? underscore1
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID? STEAM_0:1:846102233
Link to Steam Profile: e.g. steamcommunity.com/id/***/ steamcommunity.com/id/underscorex/
Admins Name - Who banned you/who might it be? nerve
Reason - What is/might be the reason that you got banned? 5 recents ltap rdm
Server - What server did you get banned from? the semi serious one
Time - How long were you banned for? 7 days
Story - What happened? Im appealing my ban, it was a heat of the moment decision when i realised i was getting banned for RDM right after I just lost a coinflip with my most valuable prized possession, the golden eternal suit, it really was a detriment to me losing such a big item, then the admin I had just lost my suit to had appeared right before my eyes, physgunning me toward him. It felt like he was taunting me dealing with the situation right after ive lost everything.
I was beyond upset and in the heat of the moment I hit the admin with the arrest button, later on taking me to a rooftop to do the sit. He tp'd and told me that I had 5 recents and I just RDM'd his gang member and that I had 5 recent leading me to an unstoppable ban.

I was distraught, realizing my fate i left the server with tears running down my eyes. Some may say "its just zarp items" but it wasnt to me, ti was the best suit on the server... the golden eternal.
I couldnt bear the anxiety any longer, I paid a lot of cash paypal to my friend for it and not only that I had my OnlyFans auto-subscription on for the month and i forgot I had to pay my water bills. My dogs with no water and im scared that he might die of de-hydration.
I really want to be let back on the server and hopefully out of pity also get my suit back.
Nerve if you're reading this, please give it back I can do a pay by 3 return on it on my paychecks just give me another chance to own an item so great.
Proof - Any proof on a video/screenshot that clearly show what happened?
Extra Information - Any thing you think may be relevant to your ban.

+support, speaking of zarp dont you think the fact that the banner for the new amazing cops vs nukers event has a black man as the nuker and a white man as the cop? what did zarp mean by this...

I was in the call when it happened.
He broke into agony, as if he was struck with bad news. I asked "What happened?" he said, while crying, "i just lost my geternal", started whining and left the call

He was overaly too far into the loop. Crying over a zarp item is low, but then again, he clearly had his priorities wrong, focus on your life than on the games man. I really hope you can finally learn your lesson and put money into paying your utilities, your bills and food for the month, i know you get council housing but it doesnt matter you siill got to think how to use your money properly.

Kronen wrote:
oh yes thank you kronen (daniel) very much much u is clearly not guilty maybe even born innocent like baby goat... me believe u, always did, even before knowing thing. much apreciate for clear sorry

ImDrBeta wrote:

ohh imdrbeta… brother in cry u lose geternal and also lose part of soul it seem... me was there in the ear-place (call) when u go full despair mode… sounded like cat fall from stair u say “i lose geternal” like it’s funeral… then poof — gone, vanish like ZARP logic

but frend... why u cry over pixels when u got real life debuffs? rent, electric, chicken nugget fund?? u no can buy geternal if u no pay light bill game not love u back, only council housing do. please consider spend ur GBP on noodle, not node

much love, much concern, get well and get real

PcShadowwZ wrote:
+support, hmm yes very interezting observation… u see zarp do thing not by accident, but by divine design (or random jpeg choice who knows). black man = nuker? white man = cop?? what message we extract from pixels? symbolism deep like admin sit in noclip mode

maybe zarp trying say: “chaos got color, order got badge” or maybe dev just slap image with no think. but u right to question… we must look beyond banner… into the ZARP soul... where FAdmin logs lie and propblock thrives

coincidence? maybe. intentional? possibly. zarp lore? absolutely.

speeds_ wrote:
Hey
I know you're crashing out because of the ban, dont mock my message though.
Can you unblock my discord i know you're really upset, i shouldnt of said "its just pixels man" it gets better!
Add me back , join the call we can talk about it, i can paypal you some money so you can get atleast the water running again for the dog.
Please just get back into contact, thanks

speeds_ wrote: You real one — your word mean more than you know. Truly grateful you trust, even before facts clear. Like baby goat, huh? That pure. Thank, deeply — for belief, the heart, and grace. Much love respect, always.

ImDrBeta wrote:
oh wowww, u really think throw money fix big mess?? lmao noooope u wildin! water for dog? hahaha like im some ATM machine??? u broke brain or what?
mock message? me no mock, me just tired of dumb talk. “it’s just pixels man”?? nah, u just broke everything real life, now wanna cry to me?
unblock u? join call? bro no way, u lost me like wifi signal in basement.
fix life first, then maybe we talk. but now? bye bye, no rewind button for this fail.

speeds_ wrote:
Did you drink alcohol or something? please man we've talked about this

Im really concerned now and i might call your LA for a checkup.
Can you just unblock and we can talk privately on discord again

ImDrBeta wrote: ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW?! You wanna talk like I’m the one overreacting? I LOST MY FUCKING GETERNAL, MAN! That’s not some dumb pixel, that’s HOURS of grind, and you just brush it off like it’s nothing?! Like I’m just crying for no reason?!

You don’t get how much that shit means to me! Maybe YOU wouldn’t care, but I busted my ass for that, and you wanna sit there telling me to “focus on life” like I’m some loser who can’t handle losing a game item? Fuck off!

If you think it’s just pixels, then why the fuck you acting like it’s so easy to just “move on”? Don’t pretend like you understand. You weren’t there when I lost it, you don’t know what it feels like.

So yeah, I’m upset. I’m pissed. And I don’t want your damn “it gets better” bullshit. Maybe try walking in my shoes before you talk next time.

speeds_ wrote:
no rewind button for this fail

speeds_ wrote:
Alright im sorry, i did not want to do this but im going to stop here. Its getting too drama-fueled. Just please calm down, message me tommorow maybe you might feel better and Ill come drop down and fix the situation you have going on.

Whenenver the chance arrises, im sure you can get another golden eternal zombie in future
For now, log off zarp and have a nice day, itll get better man

man what a story

Nerve for demotion

PcShadowwZ wrote: I think they meant that white people are normally good members of the community, and black people ruin those good communities even if they're a minority

ImDrBeta wrote: can you speak to speeds with a bit of respect please?

This thread is so zarpful