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TOPIC: Battling my own demons.

Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708813

I'd like to state this is not a resignation, not so sure if I'm going to take time off though...

I guess you can say I'm not mentally feeling good.

I try to make people happy, do things right, instead it all turns to shit.

I'm concerned of myself that I will do something really stupid and it will be the end of me on zarp ending on a bad note.

Most are unaware that I have autistic tendancies which is a social issue on my behalf because I'm never confident in doing such things [socially] and is why I struggle to be approachable to some (as it seems) and it's making my life in college a living hell right now and I do not need it to change how I behave and talk on people here.

I'm not resigning, but I'm probably going to try and sort my life out, if i'm not on anything in the next few days then I'm probably inactive.

I'll still be active on the forums trying to help users n stuff

Sorry for the shit i've caused.

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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708816

CrankyBot wrote: Sorry for the shit i've caused DO NOT APOLOGISE FOR THINGS THAT ARE NOT AT ALL YOUR FAULT Take as long as you need babes	TheXnator Offline Former Owner "Save the tears for when we win!" Posts: 8122 Thanks received: 4292 Karma: -2024
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708819

... ... <3 Take as long as you need buddy, you didn't do anything wrong.	Raeker Offline Former Community Manager It hurts the best of us Posts: 9175 Thanks received: 6577 Karma: 213
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708824

I understand what you're saying when you say that you're trying to make things better but it makes it worse. I relate to that, personally. No one will judge you for trying. Keep trying and doing your best, bud. We understand that everyone is different, and some find certain things harder than others. Take as much time as you need. <3	SorIe Offline Marvelous Boarder Posts: 10846 Thanks received: 4309 Karma: 400
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708829

we're here for ya bud take as much time as you want and need rooting for ya	Scum Offline Senior Boarder hi Posts: 376 Thanks received: 154 Karma: 21
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708871

I deeply appreciate your support guys, it's something I've been contemplating just before I got SA for prophunt but always ignored the downside ... until now. Hopefully things will brighten up for me in the near future... we'll see.	CrankyBot Offline Legendary Member Second Grade Soundboard Posts: 3930 Thanks received: 1173 Karma: 44
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708874

you know where i'm at and what's going on with me, whenever you need me i'm there stay strong	Sophia Offline Diamond Boarder I'll always be the last one standing Posts: 2850 Thanks received: 775 Karma: -2
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708879

Take the time to sort your life man, it's the right thing to do. If you need to talk to someone feel free to add me on Steam (or poke me on ts when im on)	Roy Harper Offline Adept Boarder someone stole my legendary member Posts: 6857 Thanks received: 1950 Karma: 15
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708884

Don't worry bud take time of..You do enough for zarp so take some time off.PLS BE HAPPY YOU ARE SOO NICE Warning: Spoiler! [ Click to expand ][ Click to hide ] You are an AMAZING STAFF MEMBER OF THIS CM	Bhavya Shah Offline Expert Boarder "Save the tears for when we win!" Posts: 1096 Thanks received: 246 Karma: -18
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708886

Good luck with everything! I hope you can fight your fears and conquer them.	Windows Offline Diamond Boarder Life isn’t a destination, it’s hell Posts: 3989 Thanks received: 963 Karma: -5
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708890

Not sure what happened, but I think this is mature of you to do and wish you luck with the problems.	Morgan Offline Legendary Member Posts: 15975 Thanks received: 6529 Karma: 104
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708914

GL	JoeyRecon Offline Expert Boarder 自閉症 Posts: 1465 Thanks received: 414 Karma: 18
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #708965

Morgan wrote: Not sure what happened, but I think this is mature of you to do and wish you luck with the problems. Just keep making a lot of mistakes in my opinion and then I try to get along with everyone but doesn't work out with some.	CrankyBot Offline Legendary Member Second Grade Soundboard Posts: 3930 Thanks received: 1173 Karma: 44
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #709000

good luck my dude health > zarp	Muhammed Ali Offline Gold Boarder fuck Posts: 1977 Thanks received: 780 Karma: 24
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #712053

So after a complicated 3 days of trying to not bash my head through the desk and battling my social skills, I finally feel confident enough to start afresh and get back to the servers - looking forward to be back with the Staff Team (Now I know FIFA 18 is out but I will try and meet minimum requirement over the week )	CrankyBot Offline Legendary Member Second Grade Soundboard Posts: 3930 Thanks received: 1173 Karma: 44
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Battling my own demons. 7 years 6 months ago #712058

i also battle my own demons in the toilet i feel you bro	itzryzo Offline Expert Boarder eks dee! Posts: 1534 Thanks received: 270 Karma: -36
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