TOPIC: [SSRP] End of the line.

As some may know, (or not) I've been demoted from SSRP due to my inactivity.
Why am I making this post then you ask? Well, it's just to leave the message out there.

I'll be honest, I did kinda lose interest in SSRP over time which leads to my initial inactivity, but after that, I came back, at least...
for a week I did. Then personal issues hit me, these issues we're about a family member who's really important to me, to leave the family and abandon the rest of us at home leaving me and my dad to our own.

This was the reason I became inactive, last week this person left us, for a day... after which the person came back and apologized for its actions... then coming on to this week where I did get a bit of activity but not enough, even though I did do stuff like removing warnings and such this was overlooked as this stuff wasn't logged.

I have considered trying to appeal my demotion but I don't think doing so would be worth it.

For most people, this won't mean much, but for those who used to contact me on near-daily bases will have to find another HA to contact and to ask them to remove it. And for the love of god I'm looking at the other SSRP HA's, pay more attention to your steam and stuff because I won't be there anymore to remove the warnings and stuff for you.

I did however before leaving SSRP for quite some time leave a thank you list, for a few people who were important to me during my time as an SSRP HeadAdmin.

Paramontana
You're the reason I even ever made it to where I was, thanks to you I became an SSRP HA and you allowed me to help the SSRP community with all available powers, I'm sorry for eventually still disappointing you, and I'm sorry that it had to end like this.

Father Watson
Although we've not been on the same team for long, I did always like your company and stuff. Thank you for the short amount of time you've been there and I wish you the best of luck, It's a shame I won't be there anymore to see you grow into a great Head Administrator.

Clarky
You've trained me for HA, and you were my rival and friend in the trip to becoming a super admin, thank you for everything you've done for both me, and the community.

The rest of the staff team.
I've not always been there for the entire staff team, but I did always try my best to help you guys, and always did try to respond to you when you were in need of a HeadAdmin. I'm sorry for not always being able to be there, but just keep in mind I tried my best.

Messages to some people

The remaining HA's
I'd like to place one final request to you people, Morgan, Max, Captain, and the cms too.
PAY ATTENTION TO THOSE WHO TRY TO CONTACT YOU.
I will no longer be there to listen to the many people who contacted me daily, I will no longer be able to remove their warnings, or accept their resignations. This will all now have to be done by you guys, and you guys alone. So please, stop ignoring the users on steam like most of you do and step up your game!

A message to Tyler
Although I didn't include you on my "thank-you list,", you did try to help me forward, but I did expect you to at least understand that I am a person who builds stuff up slowly, this does include stuff like activity and alike, I am still kinda disappointed in the fact that either you didn't take it into consideration at all, or because that it wasn't taken seriously, in which case it wasn't your fault... but I think it should be said regardless.

A message to the Super Admins
I have seen many of you develop into the people you are now, Mainly Coutinroy, Onion and Raifster, I'm glad you became SA's I'm 100% you guys are capable of becoming great Headadmins some day in the future. Many of you have a lot of stuff to learn and I'm sure you guys will get there eventually. I'm sorry for not being able to be here anymore, to see you guys grow into the Headadmins you may one day become.

A closing message
I'm mostly upset because of the demotion for the things I've stated above, I will no longer be able to help the people I once was able to help and I'll no longer be able to see our SA's grow into HA's. I've apparently been more of a useless thing to the lead team than I was a help, even though I thought I was helping out.
I won't leave the community, I'll stick with my promise I made to Raeker, and I'll remain with prophunt, and TeamSpeak, and the forums.

At least, I'd just like to still thank everyone else from the SSRP servers, you guys have made everything I did worth it, the amount of hours I spend on all the SSRP servers, everything was worth it thanks to you guys.

And I'd like to one last time apologise to everyone within the Lead team, I never wanted it to end like this but I guess you guys wanted to give me the boot before I was able to recover from my recent personal issues, and I respect that choice despite it being an unfair thing to do. I hope you'll find a good replacement for this apparently "useless" piece of the puzzle.

I'll still be on steam, and Prophunt, and TeamSpeak if anyone wants to ever talk to me. But I guess that won't be the case as the only reason why people would talk to me in the first place was taken away from me.

And with that, I'd like to conclude it, goodbye people from SSRP... I hope the lead team will take care of you guys like I once was able to. And I'm sorry to disappoint you all like this.
~Anna & Akemia

It saddens to see this finnally happen as i didn't expect it to happen like this...
Thank you so much for the times we have has on SSRP and within the community.
You will be missed dearly and i am so greatful that your staying within the community so whenever i do need to talk i can!
I remember back when me and (CM BANNED) were in your detective squad when you were a Super Admin. Those days were good i am really gonna miss you! If they don't think you did a lot of work maybe they did look hard enough because you would always be willing to help someone or remove something that was no valid and was always dedicated towards staffing. I think it's a shame that they would demote you from such a high position to no position at all... like a lost cause. You did a lot in the LT or else why would they have picked you over coutin.... oh yeah aha. point is you stood out and were one of my biggest inspirations and i would look up to you so much when i was going for Super Admin. Thank you for the mention in the post means a lot and i'm glad you were able to watch me grow as did i watch you grow! If you are ever in need to speak to someone yes you have many friends but i would like to let you know that i am here if needed. I really will miss you <3

Just an image that i will never forget <3


#kawaii

Morgan wrote: I thought that was a bit heartless Morgan, Sorry not all of us have a perfect lives and have no issues like yourself, Maybe as a lead team you could support fellow staff members in their times of need. Akemi has helped a lot me in the past, well i hope you can understand me Morgan and use it to improve...
Akemi, I would like to thank you for your time and the support you have given me.
Good bye :'(