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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600714

Hey, i'm here to talk about how deathrun changed me and how the people in it made me improve in things. here i'll first talk about how i used to be:

i used to be immature af and i never knew how to communicate right with people. i had a couple people approach me and help me along the way. one of them were an old staff member called HaZe and another great staff member called Jetzy. both of them helped me try to fix my attitude and help me know what i should do if i really wanted to be staff 'cause i was trying to apply without improving at all(my dumb self back in the day). they always tried to help me and that's when i stepped up and thought right and i decided to help more and become a more mature good attitude person. i also was not concentrating in school as i was right now since i didn't think it'll help me in life. you might be thinking how did they make you learn to be a more good concentrating person(even though they did not talk or help me in school): they'd sometimes talk to me about the things i used to say and tell me i should keep joking(very inappropriately) less. so now you are wondering how i got to concentrate more in school; i took their advice and i tried to be more mature irl and in the community so i can be a better likeable person. then from that when i "tried" to be improved and more mature i attempted to apply for a staff member position, i got accepted. i was happy and i decided to help the server more and become a better person in real life 'cause i realized i wasn't that likeable in school. now i have a lot of friends in the community and in real life, mostly thanking both of these people. i'm making this seem really big but they really did help me so much by talking in steam which is not a thing that should help a person in real life but i would give Jetzy a big thank you since he actually helped me more than anyone in the time he was staff. right now i'm more likeable in school and real life but not only Jetzy and HaZe helped me, i had a couple others(in real life) help me along the way that were nice enough to try to help me learn the ways of getting friends, because the stupid kid i am i used to think joking very inappropriately was the thing that made people friends.(i was a really dumb kid)

I decided that there are people that actually helped me alot and deserve to be given a thank you(when i returned). here are them:

Jim_Jam:
You really are a true friend, you helped me tons in my time in ZARP even before i resigned(1.5 years ago). i really(I mean it with all my heart) think no one could top you and the others i'm listing here.

Jordan:
Dude you've helped me countless times ,and i really appreciate that more than anything. you've helped me in my bully situation that me and you talked about a while back but i want to put all those talks past us and focus on a better subject other than my fucked up life back then.

but on a serious note you've helped me more than my brother when i was getting bullied and that does not happen by someone from an internet community. thank you man seriously.

Raeker:
We have talked quite a bit on steam and you helped me in some things and i really appreciate that you care to help. i really want to thank you for being a good friend along the way.
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I honestly think those are amazing people who have helped me in my times in ZARP.
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i have a couple people i had fun with and i had some laughs with. here are some people from Deathrun that i really appreciate:

Pitt:
You are a really nice guy. we had some fun around and i think you do an amazing job and that you should keep doing great things for the server because you make it even better every day.

Dezmond, Lewis, Annie:
Had a couple laughs on ZARP and teamspeak. i hope we can still be in contact 'cause you guys are legends and amazing friends!

Micky:
well we did not talk much but you still are a great guy. i met you only once the last time i resigned(talking about 1 year ago). you still seem like a great person and we had some fun on csgo and deathrun sometimes. you are a great person!

Alex and Perry:
Had some fun around in csgo with others and i hope can maybe talk more and have some great times. great friends and inspirations.

Zarumac:
You are a great friend, i known you a while back and you always helped me. and back in the day before you got staff i helped you a bit with somethings and others also did. a great person listens and improves and that is you. and like damn, you had like 10 hours a day on deathrun dafuq man.

BiWx:
the last time i left i saw you just get accepted for admin. you now are an owner. dude keep on being a great guy and you always help the server and you and pitt made it alot better. thank you for being a great friend man!

Dibby:
Haven't talked to you much lately but you were an amazing friend dude. you were fun and nice to me. i loved deathrun more because of you and i would always like to play it with you and we have some laughs. thank you man!

Hamad:
Habibi, you are a great friend and i loved how you are a great person and a dedicated staff member. i wish you luck in the future and we could always talk again. أنا أحبك، حمد. رمضان كريم

Bazaraxe:
You helped me alot when i wanted to try to get a higher rank and i appreciated that. you are also a good friend!

these are just the people i think who deserve a thank you. Deathrun really changed me this ain't clickbait.

Fairwell laddies!

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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600720

Aw, thanks buddy - I don't know who you used to be, but you're a great guy now. Really gonna miss you Good luck with whatever you're going to do!	Raeker Offline Former Community Manager It hurts the best of us Posts: 9175 Thanks received: 6577 Karma: 213
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Deathrun changed me.. 6 years 10 months ago #600721

I can relate to this, as being staff member (SSRP) myself and taking it seriously really changed me and matured me in many different ways. thought me management, how to handle situations and communication with random people to deal with situations and solve problems. I've used these skills in real life when getting a part time job after school and especially now during my Summer Job I have, really simple to maintain it and handle people.

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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600729

tfw you help out someone with staff shit but they no give you mention	Bazaraxe Offline Legendary Member Ay-Yi-Yi-Yi- Posts: 2685 Thanks received: 905 Karma: 19
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600730

Bazaraxe wrote: tfw you help out someone with staff shit but they no give you mention You seriously helped me alot. there are some people that helped me alot but they did not get a mention mainly cuz it's 2 am. a mention imo is not something you'd really want, you know you've helped me alot and i appreciate it. consider yourself mentioned.	Newdude Offline Legendary Member Posts: 2607 Thanks received: 737 Karma: 4
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600731

Cya man, was nice playing!	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18588 Thanks received: 8582 Karma: -377
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600873

Those are some kind words man, we need to play csgo again some time man	Micky Offline Mythical Boarder Posts: 5770 Thanks received: 7912 Karma: -42
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600880

MickyJS wrote: Those are some kind words man, we need to play csgo again some time man Deathrun changed micky to, right pengu? <3 PS. you should message me on steam to play csgo, i'm better than micky. (trust me)	rroobbiinn10xx Offline Diamond Boarder Zwarte piet is not racist Posts: 4050 Thanks received: 1739 Karma: 42
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600931

Obviously everyone but me is on there nice	A Good Pianist Offline Spectacular Boarder A Wob A Bob Bob Posts: 15000 Thanks received: 3914 Karma: 22
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #600963

Cya man!	DEADMONSTOR Offline Former Owner Posts: 9276 Thanks received: 3799 Karma: 80
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601230

why do alot of people care about mentions? you obviously know i appreciate you and that we had good times, no need to keep on typing "i didn't get a mention". if you are here in this thread to talk about not getting mentions that's bothering me as this is a thread for myself to talk about my past and how i feel about the people that i care about most(not saying the other's i don't care about).

i just want to express my past and say how this community made me a better person.

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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601233

i didnt get a mention	B4nQk0k Offline Legendary Member jeg har 45cc moped Posts: 2185 Thanks received: 713 Karma: 37
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601242

B4nQk0k wrote: i didnt get a mention Cos u bad.	_Lewis Offline Legendary Member Scotland Posts: 2404 Thanks received: 1074 Karma: 57
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601246

am very glad that I (and some of us) helped you change your life to the better... And at the same time sad cuz you resigned .. I hope you do well in school and remember :كلنا نحبك حبيبي	hamad711 Offline Senior Boarder Ex. Deathrun SuperAdmin Posts: 552 Thanks received: 335 Karma: 19
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601257

It's a real shame to see you leave. I would also like to say thank you for everything, I'm gonna miss you. Carry on calling me shit on cs:go over steam Good luck with the future. <3	Jim_Jam Offline Former Community Manager TTT is my child ❤️ Posts: 8585 Thanks received: 3491 Karma: -32
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601260

Newdude it's truly sad to see you leave the community. You were one of the best staff members I had worked along with in the past, and it really makes me happy to see that I helped you out in the past. I wish you the best of luck dude with your future. I'll miss you <3	Jetzzy Offline Gold Boarder Posts: 2084 Thanks received: 890 Karma: 68
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601262

Wowowowowowoowoww nooooo mmenenentioonnn	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3851 Karma: 263
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601266

I haven't been much of an impact on you and I know it, but good luck at school man. It was always fun speaking you! <3 الله يحميك حبيبي	Roy Harper Offline Adept Boarder someone stole my legendary member Posts: 6857 Thanks received: 1950 Karma: 15
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601274

Some internet friends are just 10x better than irl friends. You've always been a very good admin and it's sad to see you leaving now. Good luck with school and I hope you'll come back someday man!	Polsee Offline Legendary Member Pedo Posts: 1297 Thanks received: 441 Karma: 24
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Deathrun changed me... 6 years 10 months ago #601276

Thanks for the mention Newdude, you were an outstanding staff member if you every want to come back just message me on steam	Hey its Alex Offline Legendary Member Ex- Deathrun HA, Ex-TTT Admin x2, Ex-Surf Mod Posts: 1301 Thanks received: 460 Karma: 18
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