I've fucked up so much, staffing isn't appealing to me anymore. I'm just going to keep fucking up more with my indecisive and cloudy mindset, as this keeps causing me to get in trouble, as I can't just make up my fucking mind about anything. I might reapply when I've got a decent mindset, if I'm getting demoted this LT meeting, feel free to change it.
I can't deal with the shit anymore, I'm just too weak-minded to put up with it, I guess.
First things first You need to have a break by the sounds of things you need to clear your mind and start a new path and its easily done, Keep in mind your a great staff member and you are doing a great job so don't let anything step in your way to what you work towards!
I don't think anyone should try and convince him out of this, as I suspect people will. He's smart enough to know if he is not in a good mindset. High respect for taking charge of yourself and knowing when you're ready or not.
Best luck.