Hey !
Didn't have the proper time to know you and chat with you. But seeing how much you seem to be concerned with the general attitude in TTT games, I feel sad, and sorry for you.
I hope you get back when things get less chaotic. I tend to play during the morning/afternoon. And yes, when there are no mods around, Server 1 becomes a RDM paradise. So I kinda feel you. I'm sure that things will get better really soon, it can't stay like that forever. I look forward to see you when that time comes !