I feel like i am being way to stressed recently with school and my staff duties collide. its not healthy for me and the time has come for me to resign and probably leave, mainly due to the stress staff duties give me and i can manage without.
I try to do my best to help people and manage the server but it comes with stress and no real appreciation, i always get "shit admin" bla bla bla "stupid retard" and i feel like i help people in vain to later on take a lot of shit from other player and getting hate. Zarp takes up way to much time, i have 300+ h and its way to much time. There are a lot of good people here but also a lot of annoying shitty asholes which ruins it for others. Ive learnt to grow up and relese that this is just a game and the items are simple pixels, I dont have many items but will give my stuff to people i find have made my time better here and im very appreciated for it.
Edit i spoke to Spodermun and he as convinced me to stay but il take a small brake
love u spoder bro <3