I'm resigning from the servers I own - Deathrun and CSGO 1v1. Although I would love to keep my forum rank and teamspeak rank, I unfortunately can't.
I never imagined I'd be making this post, but I feel as though I have to now. For months I have been inactive on the servers and it's not fair on the servers I own because I feel as though another person could own the servers a lot better than I am right now.
I became owner in early January, I was thrilled to become the owner of the server I loved so much and honestly, it's been such an amazing experience owning the server. I've learnt much more about how staff teams work, and how to cooperate with people. On top of this I have met some really amazing people and been able to run one of the best servers I have ever played on. Around April I started losing interest in the Deathrun server so I started up a new server with Granny (CS:GO 1v1) and it was a very popular server for 3-4 weeks before dying unfortunately, and I think it's a server which isn't worth reviving anymore because the gamemode just isn't enjoyable for prolonged periods of time.
Overall I've been staff on every single server ZARP had, apart from Minecraft and Minigames, and I feel like I've done a great job on all of these servers.
A few people have noticed my decrease in enjoyment here and a few people have noticed my attitude getting worse, which I don't have a viable explanation for so you can just blame it on me being a dick.
I'll miss most of the people here, but I'll make a list of the people that have made this community far much greater for me in no particular order:
Robbie - One of my first friends in ZARP, thanks for helping me out with so much stuff man!
TheMusicCat - Another one of my first friends in ZARP, was always a great laugh
sarah - Someone I wish certain things didn't happen with but thanks for being a good friend
Charlie (Brian Griffin) - One of my strongest friends from a while ago, was always supportive
tomvtv - gave me my first Admin training on any server, used to be a great staff
Shaggy - Gave me my first ever training on any server, unfortunately banned but thanks for being a good person
ReaperRoel - Someone I remember looking up to on TTT
Sweebl - The most disturbed person I've ever met in this community
p0rtalshooter - Was always a nice guy and a dedicated staff member within the community
LineLiar - A bit cocky from time to time but was another great staff member
Ace - One of my best friends of all time here, always helped me out and was always there for me, thanks for being so supportive
Preditorv - A bit of an asshole but it's just bants lad
Candyflosskitty - Was a great friend of mine
Hoi - A bit of an asshole but it's just bants lad
uae_wolf_ad - congrats on the first kiss
Jazz - Another person who I used to look up to on TTT
Patrick Star - An all round great person, taught me a lot about Deathrun and how to be a dick
Manya' Jayne - Has always been a nice and supportive person here
Fizzay - need to cut down on food
Abby - good luck with big tom abby
Toog - "shit I went on pornhub instead of perpheads"
SabreTooth - booze > bud
Ryoh - needs to eat less
Plankton - Still my closest friend here, always been a great staff and person although he's resigned
Wolfie - Hopefully my successor to the Owner position on Deathrun, has always been incredibly determined on Deathrun
Macca - macca laird
He-Man - big tits
SarahAnne - ew
BiwxVoorhees - Always been a jolly person and a great staff member, hope to see you further in this community
Polsee - nice dad
Yuuhi - Never failed me with being an outstanding staff
MrBuzzKill - Insipired me to apply for Admin
Rilder - I've said it before and I'll say it again, the best staff member I have ever seen
RedPowder - Not only are you a decent person you're a great owner, carry on being the insipiration this community needs
Chuteuk - A very talented person as well as being a good owner, keep this community going!
EMP - Again a very talented person, hope all goes well for you three in leading this community
Keith - Unfortunately banned but you've always been a good friend to me, thanks for helping me out here
DCX - Unfortunately isn't around much anymore but I always looked up to you previously here
Guerrier33 - good lad
Zarumac - Keep being the best player on the server
Max - Not really friends anymore but keep your work going
Captin - Again not really friends anymore but good luck with everything
Holly Banker - finally got super admin ayy lmao
Paramontana (as much as you don't like me) - Always been dedicated here, good luck with the servers
Tigz - Was always a great friend and staff member
Jordan Johnston - Always been a good guy, thanks for being supportive
Alexzander - Lad
Want - Lad
Dunno lad - "i hate when someone farts and it doesn't smell"
Exrobite - One of the only people left here that understands my humour
Blocked - One of the chillest and funniest guys i've met
Nutzu - fucked up
Sam - nice tits
Slapy47 - nice pedo face
Granny - He's such an asshole
BeaverOnAcid - love ya
Bilbo - shit at cs
RandomDudeDK - One of the most inspirational people in this server, thanks for being so helpful
Totally - Again, such a great guy
There are probably more so please let me know if your name is not on the list!
Anyways, I'd like to clear some things up before I leave
- I'll be around still, I'll probably still play Minecraft and stay on TS and the Forums.
- No, I'm not leaving because of any problems I've had with people here
- I may return to a staff position at some point in the future
- I'd like Deathrun to now be owned by Wolfie with Voorhees as a Head Admin, but I guess that is up to you guys
- 1v1 is in your hands, I'm not too bothered what happens with it
Thank you all for making my time here enjoyable, till next time.