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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297339

I am in the stage of the depresion when i even care about what people say, and sone people would say "forget about your fucking friend that fucking died of cancer you fucking cunt",its harder than you fucking think motherfucker, i know him for fucking 12 years,not going to give any names of some people that bullied/told me some fucked up stuff.
Im thinking about resigning too because i know i am a terrible mod.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297340

If you know that you're a terrible moderator, then you know that improvement can be made.
Take a few days to reflect on and relax, then come back - maybe?
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297345

notWalrus wrote:
If you know that you're a terrible moderator, then you know that improvement can be made.
Take a few days to reflect on and relax, then come back - maybe?

notWalrus, therapist maybe?

Like walrus said, take a break have a think and make your decision to come back or not.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297349

You shouldn't resign man, just take a day off and chill out a bit. Being staff can become stressful. I hope you feel better soon man!
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297356

As everyone else has said, taking a short break would help you relax your mind a bit. Maybe get into drawing, drawing is usually a very peaceful past time and it allows you to bring out your mind onto a page, when I'm pissed off or depressed I usually listen to music and that's it but I'm not sure if listening to music for 6 hours straight is your cup of tea. I have some good music for chilling out if you want.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297357

You're not a bad Mod. Just chill man everything will work out fine.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297371

Man i know it is hard but you can push through just like everyone said just take 2 and try something new or do something you like because you may do something you may regret later on.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297380

I've seen the moderation you've done on the servers, and believe me, it's damn better than lots of the admins I see today who only handle 2 F1s a week. Just take some time off and come back when you're ready, which I'm sure you will be.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297404

Your not a bad moderator by a long shot. If you need time to think, then i'm very sure the lead team will be understanding if your going through some hard times. I'm always here on steam if you need a chat.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297407

What i did when i felt really bad is i went on youtube and watched some relaxing videos/asmr.

You can also listen to music.
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297412

Please no more of this negativity man
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Depresion update 8 years 1 month ago #297420

Just have a relax from mod and come back later.
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