TOPIC: Not sure what to do, my situation

I'm so sorry to hear that your Grandpa has cancer , we'll help you through this situation. Also I am here for you, as I always am. Hope you get to feel better

Para said something that makes me think. He said if it feels like something I am forced to right now (my staff dutys) and no, it doesn't feel that way. It feels really good to catch rulebreakers and doing f1's is still fun.
So, I already made my decision. Only that sentence made me think.
I want to be a staff member of zarp, I just have to lay it back a bit more and relax about the situations like the lag and other stuff that I can't help anyway.
And stop being insecure and make it fun instead of caring about what others think of me ingame. I try my best to be a great staff member and I can't do more then that.

dude i know what its like to have someone on the edge of death, 7 years ago i lost my dad because of a brain tumor so if u need someone to talk to about that u can always just text me dude i am here for u

Since I am not in your situation right now, I can only tell you about the ZARP thing:
It is completely normal that people don't take you serious. Since these certain people probably have issues in real life as well. It's no secret that some people here are addicted to the internet, therefor they can't really communicate like a normal person, which sounds like a joke, but it's not.

Also keep in mind that many times you do F1's and such, you stand in front of a young person that doesn't really know how to act mature, or just teenagers/adults that are immature.

I've had these situations very often, don't worry, your best buddies in this community will always be by your side, and if not, well then they're not your best buddies.

I know about that he f1's doesn't really bother me I like doing them, it's the amount of pressure that maybe is a bit right now.
I am sure I can work this out, I've managed to work a lot of stuff out in my life, it's just a sad period right now.
And I feel you what you say about the internet and people being addicted to it lmfao.

That...
I lost my words

Dude I'm really sorry to hear man I hope your life gets better, if not man and you really need someone to talk to man I'll be there for you no matter what!

When I get back from school I'll try and hit you up on Steam to cheer you up man.

But don't worry if you need to take a break that's all good I understand what your going through I'm sure the lead team will definitely understand

I think the lead team will understand your situation if you take some time off to do what you need to do with your real life outside zarp and I wish you the best of luck and I hope things get better for you and just remember right now things may be bad but in the future holds many better things so just hang in there for us here at Zarp

Good Luck

Dylan, from the day I got staff you were always by my side and was a really close friend of mine, You know that you're like a best friend to me buddy so don't let it build up man, I know how it feels but I've got your back all the way buddy. If you need me I'm always online and will help you lad.

Thanks lads this cheered me up, well, I am home so it's zarp time for me!

Damn man, I hope everything turns out OK for you, you're a great guy, you're funny, creative and always laughing. I hope that your Grandad recovers and everything works out great.

Sorry to hear about everything man... Hope it will be better fast

Dylan my fucking brudda i hope everything works out for you and that your grandpa gets well, here for you bro

I'm so sorry to hear that, Dylan. My grandma passed away a few months go by cancer, couldn't keep living. But i'm sorry about whats happening in your life, i hope you're okey
I'm here if you wanna talk to someone <3

If you need someone, you can always talk to me on steam man.

Thanks for the kindness guys, this is why I love this community.
My heart will be forever here, I will never leave

Dylan just stay calm maybe play zarp a little less atm and talk to your grand parents just have a family meeting and the game will make you a little upset but tell everyone what you love about them and vis versa and maybe talk to a professional and I am really sorry to hear this so so much my heart goes out to you it really does if none of that works just remind your self every day that no matter what happens it will all be ok and if you need more people to talk to the people that play zarp myself included would be more than happy to get your mind of things

Best wishes Zack (Damond or Steel)

Life likes to throw shit at you whenever it feels like, do your best to keep your chin up and focus on the positives in your life and try to make the best out of every situation. If you need anybody to talk to, the community and I are always here for you.

yo lad you emd lover,

first of all i hope your grandad get better man and family should take priority of anything zarp included life can be shit but you have to keep looking forward and stay for you family your grandad would not want you to worry and you have some awesome friends man not including joe he loves edm but still if there's anything you need man just message me on steam,

Your music is sick man don't give up on it.