TOPIC: [SSRP] xDutchCat's 'Inactivity'

Hey, I'm letting you all know that I'm going on "inactivity" at from 20 October to 5 November
What I mean by that is just I won't be active as much, I'll be online whenever I can in my free-time.
I've got numerous of reasons which why I want to take a break. I will and want to explain them.


Aptitude Exams
I have been studying for Carpentry for 3 and half years now in the Netherlands, I've heard that I need to finish my last "Dutch" lesson factor in order to be allowed to do the final exam.
I want to give all the free time I have in order to study for that final exam. I have my exam on the 4th of November so the fifth is my return day.
I won't be active as much; I will play whenever I can and want to play. I have got a lot of motivation to play, but I do find school more important than ZARP atm.

Mental Health
Currently I've been going through a lot, Momentarily I'm feeling way better than before, but I do believe I really need the time now to rest for the 2 / 3 weeks in order to be fully focussed 100% again.
I have been going through some stuff and I simply don't want anyone to think I'm using my health issues as an excuse to keep making these mistakes. I simply don't believe some of the people don't deserve to be bashed by me just because I'm being to "Dutch" (Speaking facts but saying in a rude manner)
I have been making some mistakes as I've already been spoken about by the Head Administrators due to being super stressed and making them look bad when they're not. I truly have apologized towards them when I got moved in but I also want to say sorry for the rest of the Staff Team or users who I may have affected.
It was not severe, only I said some things which I shouldn't have said.

Stressed Out
Firstly to start, I have been stressed due to my mental health issues, but also due to me constantly pushing my limit to improve myself and In order to keep the server motivational and fun.
I don't want anyone to think that I have pushed too much, I haven't; I am currently in a moment where I need to take things more calmly. I have a lot of reasons why I am stressed and I won't and I am not allowed to state all of them.
the Head Admins and Community Team are aware of why I'm so stressed out. I have been organizing some stuff for the team and the server which also didn't really work out

But when I return I will host more events in order to keep you hyped up
Ill see you later in my events!

Have fun dude

The reasons you are stressed cannot be disclosed due to NDA, this sounds like you need to resign.

xDutchCat wrote: Well the rest of your post contradicts this statement as you're saying it effects your mental health and has caused you whatever problems you're on about

Lewis_is_java wrote:
Yeah mostly its due to my exams

Your core reason keeps popping up time and time again, GET HELP, Im not saying this to be a dick but you really need help its just getting to the point where it SEEMS like its for attention im gonna say it again SEEMS. Probably gonna get deleted but god damn man get some help.

Best of luck with your exams! It is good to take a rest, maybe even after your exams. Even though you said you haven't pushed yourself to the limit you definitely have. Mental health is more important than staffing on SSRP.

Hiro. wrote: combining what jawson said, please resign and get yourself help man you cant handle any more of this as it seems.
take the time off to fully recover and manage your time and yourself correctly

If you are in that much of a state due to mental illness please get some help, feel free to contact me on discord if you ever want someone to talk too who can do they're best to understand (although no one fully can) while being judgement free. It's not worth it if its bothering you outside of being on pc mate. I wish you the best and thank you for your time regardless!

Sam. wrote: The man made a good point we get it and saw it and read it, I swear. Just thank you the post and move on.

good luck with your exam man

Listen it's good that you acknowledge the fact that you're struggling with mental health, but please stop being in denial and let go of your pride.
Resign, put the fucking badges down, and go do something about it, don't cling to stuff that has 0 benefit to you.

I don't mean to sound harsh, but goddamn man there's so much more to life than Zarp or clinging to stupid ass ranks when there's stuff out there that would help you so much more.

Stay safe and get well soon.

I am so confused rn. What do you mean by being to dutch? I have never been rude to anyone because i am “dutch”. anyways school is always more important than zarp…. Just take the time off, or maybe even resign. You can always come back

From what I think you are doing the correct thing, As you've seen me be stressed, took some time off but I do understand it is important for you.
Be sure to be well rested when you come back.

rroobbiinn10xx wrote: People bring Dutch down by telling him mean Jokes like: "you have no mom bc you're dutch." etc.
It's a dick move and people need to stop.

Kubafx1234 wrote:
What? No, I've said 'Dutch' as in because that is me sometimes being stone cold. Telling the hard truth. It's in my family. I'm not rude but sometimes I speak the hard stone cold truth
My mom is still here around lmao, I've only made some of my dad jokes. Guy is still snatching them fuckin' cigarettes

xDutchCat wrote:
you make no sense, why talk about the dutch in general when 75% off the people aren't like that

rroobbiinn10xx wrote: Damn dutch people and their clogs...

Markus wrote:
KLOMPEN