You all know that I've been inactive for longer than I intended. Originally, I was meant to come back after my trip with my friends. Things have been very stressful recently though, and I'm afraid I'll continue to be inactive for some more time.
I hate what's going on right now and I seriously don't know what to do. I genuinely don't know how the fuck I'm supposed to be happy at the moment because there's some shit that I can't revert and it fucking kills me. Shit hurts a lot right now, and it's fucking crazy because I'm usually one to think calmly and rationally about a solution, but there is no fucking solution.
No idea what to say or do at the moment. Hard to express how the fuck I feel so this is all I'm going to write down. Hope you can understand how bad things are for me right now. I'm sad, I'm just really fucking sad. Sorry if this is whack post I just don't know anymore, honestly.