Hello fellow staff members,
Like you may notice from the title, I would like to inform you of my resignation and leaving from Zarp as a whole.
I have joined this wonderful community last year in March. Since that time, I have been dedicated almost exclusively to TTT. Like some of you, I fell in love with the server and Zarp and his hilarious forums. As I have never resigned or taken long ass inactivity, I have been staff for 1 year and 4 months, while being HA for 9 months now. During that time, I have met incredible persons, and I have learned to speak english with a proper accent. Zarp also gave me the opportunity to do something good and positive while I was broke, lonely and unemployed. Believe it or not, but my work here helped me greatly fighting depression and getting a job, and a good situation, back.
Despite all these very positive words, I think it is time I step down from my position and give a chance to someone with a better activity, dedication and overall new ideas. Do not be fooled, my time as staff member and more importantly a HA, has been a blast for me. I also hope that my time was a blast for others, may they be fellow staff or users, too.
Unfortunately, looking back at what I have done for the server is a bit saddening. I have a lot of wonderful memories. Memes were made, wives were mysteriously lost in Egypt, people got drunk and racist on TS, while some others were busy objecting to no end in meetings. I had so many uncontrollable laughs I have lost count.
But I realize that I was not a good HA. Not because I did not have the potential, but because I dnever truly had the time and the energy. I spend more and more time at work, and I struggle more and more to be an efficient member of this amazing staff team. Getting my 4 hours of activity is tedious. But more importantly, I don't want to be a HA just by having my time. I should have more. I should do more. But I can't, and I don't want to be that kind of guy.
I have always said it in my applications for SA and HA. The Lead Team should give the example, they have to be a model for all staff members and users. The time has come for me follow my own words, and show what is best to do here by taking responsbility and resigning.
Also, there is some dutch snitch bitch I can't stand no more. Curse him and his antics that are paralyzing the entire community.
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A solid and serious resignation post would not be complete without a thank you list.
But before that, Johnler, LonelyDodo, thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for all the work, moments and banter we had together. I did not think it was possible to form such a steady, efficient and yet friendly HA team. Staffing with you has been an incredible honour and chance for me, and I fear I will never meet such wonderful friends on the net. I sincerely love you guys, and I hope that the three of us remain a triad forever.
#Trixit !
Here is that fucking list you want so much :
Johnler :
My mentor. You taught me a lot of things. I have a deep respect for you, and I'm grateful for giving me the oppotunity to be part of this Lead Team. But more importantly, you were a great friend for me. I will never forget the good banter I had with you, and I have enjoyed every moment spent with you. I wish you the best life has to offer. If you happen to drop leave your shitty country and come to France, I will gladly welcome you as one my dearest friends and cook you something really incredible.
LonelyDodo :
Your name always amazed me. It's true that you are of an extinct specy. It's out of this world to be that funny, dedicated, reliable and sensible at the same time. You made my experience on Zarp an unique one, like Johnler did. I consider you as a close friend, and I wish you the best in the future. Like me, you have known really hard times. Still, you are a wonderful person, and you have what it takes to make your life, and your girlfriend's, a wonderful one.
Aek :
A bitch. And quite the massive on of top of that. I still can't explain what, but harassing you and including you in my banters was one the funniest shit I have done since I became staff. I have enjoyed a lot of moments with you two, and I sincerely thank you for that. You do what is best for the server currently, and I do not regret rooting for Bezzy and you for TTT owners.
Raeker :
You are definitely the best CM we had. But before you became one, you have been a friend, and a colleague on TTT. We had our moments too, and I have always supported your "soft ways" of managing staff and users here. I do not regret voting for you, despite our huge disagreement.
Bezzy :
I miss you. You have done something incredible for TTT, and I have the feeling you never had the gratitude you deserved. I'm extremely sorry for what happened to you here. You deserved better. Thank you very much for what you have done for TTT, for its team, its users, and me as well. Your idea of a Discord was amazing, and it is one the best thing that has happened for all of us. Thanks to you, our team grew stronger with a better communication and teamwork.
ChuteUK :
Hey Chute ? How are you Chute ? Jesus, how many times I have asked you that ? Shit became a meme after 1 year at this point. I have a lot of respect for you, for making this community possible. It's what made it possible for me to live and enjoy all these precious moments. Plus, being an old fuck like me, you were someone I could relate to. Kind of. Plus we were old enough to enjoy MSN, ha ha ! I wish you and the whole community the best of luck, may it lasts forever ! Long live Zarp !
EMP :
In 1 year and 4 months of staffing, I heard you once. I'm not joking saying I have thought for a long time that you were not real. You may even be like a crazy alter-ego of Chute. That would be hilarious. Still, thank you very much, like for Chute, for making Zarp a thing and giving me a home to stay, during both hard and good times.
DEADMONSTOR :
Code yourself an attitude ! Thank you for everything you have made for the server, we would have been screwed without you. I did not agree on everything with you, but I highly respect what you have done, and all the positives features you give to TTT. It was also very funny to banter with you too.
Grumpy, Jim_Jam, hazzenator, Luki :
We shared some funny and good moments together. Having you leave the server made me really sad. You helped me greatly become HA, and I'm very grateful for that. But more importantly, I hold precious the moments I said earlier. Thank you for all the good laughs we shared.
Xnator :
We are very different, you and I. Still, I do believe, to this day, that you add a lot of positives things to Zarp. or maybe you were softer with me, I don't know. I still highly thank you for what you did to me, and the banter we shared together, we too had a lot of good laughs together.
Captain :
Hey there Captain ! It looks like you were always here, and you will always be here ! To me, you are a forever a part of this community and TTT. I have been staff so long, and heard you hosting so many meetings ... it never grew old, and I enjoyed your incredibly cringy laughs for no reason.
Nick :
Hey man. Sorry if it disappoints you, but I will be frank with you. I have considered you a great friend for a long time on TTT. Hell, I even remember going fucking berserk on Cranky when he disrespected you on TS. I had a grudge against you you know. You are a good person, and if you had not done so many mistakes, I would have loved having you as a fellow HA. Still, I will truly remember something very positive from our interactions. Thank you very much for our friendship, and the moments we shared. Good bye buddy, may the best be possible for you and the people you love.
Miia :
Another fellow staff member I hold dear in my heart. You are an incredible staff member, and I would have loved you to stay a LT member. And hearing your voice too while we're at it ! You, along with Svan, are the admins who gave the most time for the server I believe. Without you, my experience, and these of many users, would have not been the same. Thank you very much buddy.
Mr White :
You will never probably read this. But I consider you as one of the most positive and funny persons I have met on Zarp. Your laugh haunt me, it was freaking hilarious to play with you and do complete shit on CSGO for example. I miss you buddy, best of luck with life.
Dr.Conor :
Another silent staff member. How many times have I showed you the middle finger ? I have lost count. But our banter was amazing, thank you very much for staying dedicated and loyal to TTT and Zarp. I do not regret doing my best to have you in the LT.
MattorS :
Having you here really mattors to me. Mattors. Pfffft, get it ? No ? Fuck off, sincerely. Thank you very much for being here man, we did not have that many interactions but we had only good ones !
BossComic98458456 or whatever :
It was fun harassing you too. Jesus it's getting frightening now ! How many of you guys I have harassed until now ? I may be a terrible person. Thank you for your work, and the moments we shared together. It was a blast for me buddy !
Kurze(x) :
You remind me of someone that was HA before. Still, you are a great person, and a very good staff member. You might (and I hope) become HA really soon now. When you do, it will be up to you to be a good Head Admin for the sake of everyone. You are strong and courageous despite life being a bitch sometimes. You have what it takes to be of the most important staff members of the server. Stay calm and focused, and remember that staff members are your allies and colleagues in situations that demand the best of you. I know it is hard at times, but people are counting on you. I wish you the best in Zarp and life in general buddy !
Dr.House :
I'm really glad that you just became SA ! You are the opposite of Kurze to me. While he needs to calm down at times, YOU need to gain confidence and show more of your amazing personal qualities. Like Kurze, you have a lot of positive things to offer to TTT and its staff team. I hope that we will stay in touch, and that I will have the opportunity to learn that you became HA eventually. Stay focused man, the best has yet to come for you on Zarp. Do not lose faith !
Longshot :
You weeb. I love you. But I hate you. But I still love you. You and I had some epic banter euh ?! You fucking weeb. I want to hug you and strangle you at the same time !!! You think you are cool because you have an imaginary waifu eh ?! Fucking weeb. Just you fucking wait. One of these times I will just sneak back in the Discord and get revenge for all the atrocities you have done to me. You don't believe me ?! You don't fucking believe me ? Your ass is grass. It's over. You crossed the line for the last godamn time. That's it. I'm feeling it. I'm going berserk. Now have at you !
Bitch.
Slifer, Raa, Memes, ProSyndicate, Harry, Froyo, King, Nina, and all of past and present staff members of TTT :
I never cared about the ranks, I do hope that you know that, with all the times we have had together. Having fun with you, harassing you, creating banter with you. It was very precious to me. It was so precious that it became like a drug after work at a certain time of my life. Discussing shit on Discord with all of you has always been hilarious. You guys are what me stay HA for so long despite having so little time. I am extremely sorry to disappoint all of you by resigning and being that absent in times you needed me. Thank you very much for everything, you filled me with pride everyday. I will never forget that. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
A general reminder to all of my staff members, because I already know that you will miss that part of me :
I did not think it was possible to have tears for people I have met on the internet. But I sure had a lot when writing all of this. It feels weird for me, but I'm happy. I'm happy to have met you all. If I ever come back one day, I promise to be a better member of this community, and to be more useful to everyone.
Have a nice day everyone, good bye