Hey guys it's me aha i don't know if you guys still think i'm here but i am now and then, it has been a really confusing few months for me i have had a lot happen and i just think that i should leave it here i feel unfair and greedy that i still have my rank but if someone else would do the same they would loose it. i wish to be staff but with the situation i am in right now i feel like it would be best if i resigned. I love you all like a family but i feel that i should move on i will still be on but without the stress of being staff i would be more free to do as i please, and maybe one day i will be able to apply again for admin and work for the community again.
I am so sorry i have to go but i won't be gone forever i will be here now and then but not always because of the stress of my life and tasks i have to do like school GCSE's and the constant paranoia I have recently developed from my previous post, i just feel less easy and more stress as if i need to keep the rank to feel better but it is making me feel worse the more weeks i keep it off.
It is just i feel like if i come back now people would be mad and annoyed that i have had such a long break but it feels like the best to just resign now and help as a user then a inactive staff member.
But these past few months i have been staff i have met a lot of great people some may not be here now and some are i just want you to know you are like my family and i will miss you. i hope everyone has a great Halloween and enjoys the update.
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I am still indecisive of if i should resign DarkRP I feel it would be easier to be on top of one server instead of two.
TO NOTE i am still not decisive if i am going to resign SSRP i am going to give it a week to decide but DR just felt too much for me as a person.
in no way i wish to offend or annoy anyone here my apologies if i mislead or aggravated <3
<3 Continued