Anon_Gaming wrote:
After last weeks meeting when we voted on putting the server time to 4 hours, you proceeded to rage towards Xnator primarily, and even called it "BS" that we had done it.
After last weeks events and your attitude to what we, leadteam voted and believe was best for the server, I do not believe you are suitable for this.
Your activity had been rocky for a while.
In my opinion, you should wait, show you can get the activity, and prove to us, then apply.
Fair enough
Saw that one coming, but keep in mind that on your statement I did, in fact, leave a reply, in which I did apologise for that. which is
Something you might actually wanna readAkemi and Anna wrote:
Anon_Gaming wrote:
We decided to put Prophunt to 4 hours for a valid reason, bearing in mind, how popular that server has become now, as it max's out its player slots very frequently, then there not being enough staff online, which has also resulted in para going on to deal with stuff, or even Xnator constantly poking people to get them on the server.
4 hours in 7 days is not that hard to do which is only about 40 mins per day.
On top of that, I would not advise the smug comment at the top of the post aimed towards us in the prophunt staff team, trying to make sure the server runs properly and is kept manageable.
Life is full of sacrifices, you either make them, or you ignore and avoid them, a sacrifice I make on regular, is having about 5 hours sleep, due to being up early hours programming, whether that be for zarp, to role new content out to the servers, so the players can ENJOY their time here at zarp, or just pleasure coding.
for exercising, I once did a training session at 4 am, to then wake up the next day at 8-9 to wake up for college.
A quote I will always stick by is this.
"If you want to do something, you will make time for it"
I won't go into a discussion instead, just point a few things out instead, cuz I'd rather not have you be pissy at either of us for this post.
I get that sacrifices should be made, and that time should be made, going by your post. And that's the exact reason I'm resigning. To sacrifice some time so It's easier to manage the PH time.
For the "smug comment" part
Anna wrote:
Apologies if anyone feels called out or think I seem rather disrespectful in this post, in case you are one of those people I'm just rather sad that this was pushed forward. It's nothing personal.
And I do get the part where you'd increase the time, but like I said in the comment before I was just kinda upset it was pushed forward, which is something I'll get to accept over time.
And for your example, I often enough did that too. Training or staffing till late only to wake up the day after doing shit for school, that's something I've done often enough and I know how it feels.
Sacrificing SSRP ain't an easy thing for me to do so that kinda helps you leap over the edge sometimes, making a few comments towards people for just trying to do what's best. Everyone has it happen sometimes, you get made because something which seems like bullshit gets passed on, then later you realize it's really for the best. It's just a simple case of that and nothing else.
And in case you 3 still feel called out, then here. My apologies to [{ Xnator, Anon, and Paramontana }], for my shitty attitude, the goal of this post was really not to make enemies, much rather just to let off a bit of steam, which might not have been the best choice and to make known that I am actually resigning from SSRP to give Akemi the chance to get time on PH.
The End
~Anna
The main reason (as was forwarded to
Para by
Sophia a few minutes ago, was due to us having to plan out an entire "system" as you might call it, to manage the time availability between SSRP, Work, Real life and prophunt. And doing so was no easy task, and eventually, I somewhat managed to do it. Only to have all the effort into it being invalidated and being thrown over by raising the time. Having to manage ~4-6 hours for SSRP + 4 hours for Prophunt + work + real life is an impossible feat, 24 hours and 1.02 ms would not be enough in a day to manage it all.
Knowing my work was kinda useless, I basically was FORCED to give up upon SSRP, and that I did plan out something which took me countless hours of thinking work and planning being completely for nothing it's kinda logical for me to get a bit (too) triggered.
Calling it "rage" however really isn't justified. I had a talk about it earlier with
Cranky today, and according to him, not everyone will manage to get the min time on the server. And honestly doing this might also have a way of firing back in getting more people to apply for staff, but that's not what I'm gonna be talking about here.
I respect your opinion, but I think that "rage" as you call it shouldn't really be a huge negative point, sure I may have gone a bit far with that one, but I did apologise for it which you most likely didn't realize. And in case you did... damn that cold.
The apology again, if you didn't read the long ass piece of text I quoted beforeAnna wrote:
[And in case you 3 still feel called out, then here. My apologies to [{ Xnator, Anon, and Paramontana }], for my shitty attitude, the goal of this post was really not to make enemies, much rather just to let off a bit of steam, which might not have been the best choice]
Anyway, one thing you are right about is the activity, but as I stated before with SSRP out of the way it's a lot easier for us to manage our time. Work may still take up a huge chunk of our time, but now that SSRP is out of the equation which spares us 2- 4 hours a week (even with the new PH time) things will be a lot easier to manage, and putting a bit more effort into prophunt is now certainly possible. And sure, having to wait a week to proof my activity can be constant is fair enough, I understand and I wasn't hoping on getting it this week. much rather just to get the feedback, and figure out if that "incident" was still a problem in your eyes.
And in case you still think that "incident" is a problem I'd gladly talk it out with you over steam whenever you have time because there are better ways to solve this type of stuff than over the forums. And I'd much rather talk it out than have a long-lasting beef about it, whilst it can be solved easily.