TOPIC: Actual Apology

I've been playing on Zarp for well over 4 years now, It's been a long journey for me, I've grinded to super admin, I've made a lot of good friends on Zarp, I was there from the beginning.

In my opinion what I said was not racist, I simply called my friends out in a friendly way, they didn't find it offensive either, just like you would call your friends stupid stuff. Not every word has to be taken seriously, and context matters. I mean if my turkish friends were sad about it I would totally understand it, I even apologoized to them afterwards, even tho they told me they weren't offended. It was in the heat of the moment, I didn't think what I said through, and if someone thinks it is racist I am deeply sorry. I've put a lot of time and dedication onto the server, I help a lot of people on the server, and when the owner straight up says that he can finally get rid of me, and that I am a extreme racist, I find it a bit crazy. Especially considering my best mate irl is from Iraq.

Here is a sums up to what happened : 2 weeks ago, me and the turks were messing around, and they annoyed me, I was in the heat of the moment, and I said **** turks, it wasn't meant to offend every turk in the world, it was simply meant to target the turks as a group, Ascenda and Nunu. I'm good friends with the turks, and they weren't offended by my actions whatsoever, but I still apologized to them. That situation was dealt with by Chute, I apologized to him and the Turks and it was forgotten. But today, something happened, Chute made Father Watson backstab the base, and I said in OOC that I find it weird how a server owner makes people backstab. Chute brought me to a sit, and said that if I slander him again I will be banned, and then he froze me for like 10 minutes, and said let me check your rapsheet, he brought up the things that happened with the turks 2 weeks ago, and he said if I dont make an apology I will be community banned. I did so, but the apology wasn't good enough for Chute, he then told me to apologize to all of the turks seperately with 300 words each, meaning 1500 words, + 500 words for events that happened 2 months ago also.

If I receive a community ban it's what happens, I refuse to write a 2000 words apology, espcially considering I am a good karma to the server. I've brought a lot of players, even Chute told me this himself on Teamspeak 2 days ago. So it's pretty much a goodbye from me.

PS from me, the poster: you guys are fucking pussies that use slander as a shield, grow some pairs chute you're gonna go full bald like this