TOPIC: An apology is necessary.

I'm not going to use it as an excuse, but recently (past few months or so) I've been in a poor state of mind, causing me to lash out at people. Incidents like these have reduced in frequency a lot recently, and I have come to see the errors in my ways. For that, an apology is in order.

ParaMontana - While you've been understandably harsh to me, I've been unnecessarily aggressive towards you, which I regret and do apologise for, as I see you as a funny and great person all around at heart.

Morgan - Similar case as above, but I've gone out of my way much more to target you, which I realise now is entirely the incorrect behaviour.

Raeker - I've dumped all of my issues on you, been indirectly aggressive in our Steam chats as a result, and in general not taken into account the fact that you have your own emotions and issues to deal wih yourself.

Plankton and Aspect - You had full rights to be annoyed for what I did to you guys. I do stand by the idea that it was an accident towards you guys, but it was still a stupid and rash decision by me, which led to an argument in which I thought it was okay to severely lash out at you.

Ezehzz - I've been ruthlessly targeting you due to me being under the false impression that you've actively tried to be a dick to me since you got unbanned, but it was just down to the fact that we hadn't talked in so long. Hopefully we can sort stuff out again sometime.

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My punishments have also been somewhat harsh and uncharacteristic of me, even if they have been valid, which I do apologise for. I have not been administrating to my fullest abilties which will be corrected as soon as possible.

Apology accepted.

Good thing that you apologised, and your punishments may have been harsh but you are giving a critical touch to the community which i don't think is a bad thing.

My boy!

Wow no mention

Sada wrote: why would i apologise to you for being a better surge owner than you

fuck i didnt make it to the apology list

Serious note, good on ya fatmansorlo

sorle wrote:
Not enough tho since it is dead xD.

#SurgeForeverInOurHearts

sorle wrote: Man, didn't I tell you once that my job is quite taxing? Liking - and I mean actually 'liking', not in the fake "oh I like you way" but literally trying to put in effort into everyone in this community kind of way - is a very demanding task and uses up a lot of energy and effort.

However, that doesn't mean that you're burdening me with your own issues. There's a reason why I'm there for everyone - partly so that everyone can always have someone to go to, even when they're abandonded by everyone else - but also just because, well, I find it fun. Helping people is my dream and it's what has gotten me this far in the first place.

And when we spoke about our issues last, you didn't burden me in the slightest. Our conversation was actually helping me as well, both because you were listening to some of my own problems but also because it made me realize some things that I sort of already knew', but never actually realized I knew.

So no, you do not need to apologize to me in the slightest. It's my own decision to help people. The moment that you come to me to talk I can simply go "No, fuck off" and then you'd understand that I'm either not in the mood or that it simply isn't a good time. The fact that I didn't say that means that I was fully prepared to listen to you and talk to you, so I was wholeheartedly prepared to face the consequences of it.

Either way, thank you for the apology - both to me myself, but also to the other people you've harmed. It's very much appreciated

sorle wrote:
Boi I did more for the gang in 1-2 weeks then you ever did

Sada wrote: but did you ever make a gang thread or images or powerpoints for meetings for the gang

#Raeker4DutchPresident

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Bump.

So cute , Sorle !

aight bro. like i said i am sorry for calling you a lil bitch <3

My boy Sorley, i accept your apologies, feel free to +thanks me x)
keep up man.

ParaMontana wrote: no worries man, I'm past that now

lil bitch

stop being a lil bitch #denial