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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624428

therealmpq wrote:

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you are not alone i have a disorder called MPQ
its not fun to have

anyways welcome Akemi

MPQ if you mean Multidimensional Personality Questionnaire, it's not a disorder it's a test, lol.

Unless you mean another thing I don't think you have a questionnaire as a disorder.

i was talking about my name...

Unless you mean another thing

EDIT: If you're going to respond saying it was sarcasm, it's impossible to read sarcasm through text.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624432

Lol woah nice wait a min! is one of your personality an boy? like the asian thai girls? aka the shemales? I just gotta know!	XxmasterxX Offline Diamond Boarder PartyKing! Posts: 3990 Thanks received: 716 Karma: -3
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624458

Thank you Anna and Akemi for telling me. I got a bit of an insight of this!	Luki_Guki Offline Legendary Member guy Posts: 3991 Thanks received: 1394 Karma: 45
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624505

I want to add to the post, with a slight more indepth and description of it.

When it comes to each personality they are technically not born, but are their own personality, however, they are actually just parts of the original person, and can be separated primarily due to trauma, and primarily to a young child.

Each personality can have it's own characteristics, name, accent, gender, age, etc(weird as fuck i know).

Anna/Akemi, both females, with akemi being a "Fragment" or "Section" of anna's original personality split off.

Some people have good personalities and some don't, anna and akemi are both friends, however for me, the 2 bastards in my head are not, Anna also knows the name, and has spoken, I have only recently learnt the name of 1 of my personalities, and only ever hear them speak at night(yes you can hear them talking in your head, confusing when you first start having it).

MPD or it's medical/ proper name, DID(Dissociative Identity Disorder), can be good or bad depending on person.

No the other personalities are not there from birth, you can end up developing new ones over time.
They tend to come out, based on triggers, and are called alters.

Some people believe this disorder to be not real, or strange, some not possible, however, for people experiencing it, truly know.

On another note, Everyone on occasion experiences some form of DID, which relates to Day dreaming primarily. but with the disorder, you get a whole range of weird shit.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624668

Akemi wrote:

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Are you both actually female? Does her voice sound different from yours? If you talk to us when you're in an Akemi mood, will we hear a difference in sound? Aren't you supposed to be taking pills to prevent your brain from believing there are 2 people in your while there is only one?

She is most likely in therapy or will be

Miro, I had the choice to go in therapy, however, I refuse to go as I don't see my BFF/Twin sister as a reason to go into therapy. I'd rather just deal with her the way I have for years. And keep one of my best friends.
"Would you go into therapy if you have a friend, that truly knows what you feel, knows what you enjoy who has always been there for you 24 hours a day 7 days a week all days of every year, just because that friend technically isn't supposed to exist? "

And Brem, we are both actually female but neither of us speaks generally. (Yes IRL too) However, if we do speak the only difference between her and me speaking is that she speaks with a lot more of an accent than I do.

And Evilstewie I can't control Akemi, she's herself and she acts the way she wants to act just like a normal person she has free will. Although except for very rarely where we end up in conflicts we do always coordinate our actions, so we don't annoy one another and we give each other a fair chance to be themselves.

For the IRL part we just live with it, it took some getting used to after I made this thread as she started to be a much bigger presence but I find that a good thing. Besides that we're just 2 separate people who ended up sharing a body, everyone around me (IRL) knows about it now and they treat us like separate people now just the way I'd expect for an IRL-Friend to do.
~Anna

Honestly, you should reconsider going into therapy. I know that right now it sounds all fun and games, but it might develop to a stage where you can no longer control with of your personalities.. Even right now you're sounding delusional, and you are still able to tell yourselves apart. The way you talk about it and everyone just saying "wow cool" or "awesome" makes it look as if it's okay, while clearly you're just ill. Now, who am I to determine what you do? I don't even know you nor ever will. But I strongly advise you actually do go on about taking therapy.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624675

Anon_Gaming wrote:

I want to add to the post, with a slight more indepth and description of it.

When it comes to each personality they are technically not born, but are their own personality, however, they are actually just parts of the original person, and can be separated primarily due to trauma, and primarily to a young child.

Each personality can have it's own characteristics, name, accent, gender, age, etc(weird as fuck i know).

Anna/Akemi, both females, with akemi being a "Fragment" or "Section" of anna's original personality split off.

Some people have good personalities and some don't, anna and akemi are both friends, however for me, the 2 bastards in my head are not, Anna also knows the name, and has spoken, I have only recently learnt the name of 1 of my personalities, and only ever hear them speak at night(yes you can hear them talking in your head, confusing when you first start having it).

MPD or it's medical/ proper name, DID(Dissociative Identity Disorder), can be good or bad depending on person.

No the other personalities are not there from birth, you can end up developing new ones over time.
They tend to come out, based on triggers, and are called alters.

Some people believe this disorder to be not real, or strange, some not possible, however, for people experiencing it, truly know.

On another note, Everyone on occasion experiences some form of DID, which relates to Day dreaming primarily. but with the disorder, you get a whole range of weird shit.

Out of curiosity, Anon, I sometimes occasionaly hear someone shouting my name in my head. Is that a form of DID?

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624677

Raeker wrote:

Anon_Gaming wrote:

I want to add to the post, with a slight more indepth and description of it.

When it comes to each personality they are technically not born, but are their own personality, however, they are actually just parts of the original person, and can be separated primarily due to trauma, and primarily to a young child.

Each personality can have it's own characteristics, name, accent, gender, age, etc(weird as fuck i know).

Anna/Akemi, both females, with akemi being a "Fragment" or "Section" of anna's original personality split off.

Some people have good personalities and some don't, anna and akemi are both friends, however for me, the 2 bastards in my head are not, Anna also knows the name, and has spoken, I have only recently learnt the name of 1 of my personalities, and only ever hear them speak at night(yes you can hear them talking in your head, confusing when you first start having it).

MPD or it's medical/ proper name, DID(Dissociative Identity Disorder), can be good or bad depending on person.

No the other personalities are not there from birth, you can end up developing new ones over time.
They tend to come out, based on triggers, and are called alters.

Some people believe this disorder to be not real, or strange, some not possible, however, for people experiencing it, truly know.

On another note, Everyone on occasion experiences some form of DID, which relates to Day dreaming primarily. but with the disorder, you get a whole range of weird shit.

Out of curiosity, Anon, I sometimes occasionaly hear someone shouting my name in my head. Is that a form of DID?

No you're just paranoid.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624689

Wait, so which one is the weeaboo and which one is the pet cat?	Fantasy Offline Banned Posts: 1298 Thanks received: 193 Karma: -5
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624693

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I wish I could be so independent that I have friends inside myself too, that sounded dirty af welcome akemi (that's a b a d a s s name aswell!)	Zye Offline Fresh Boarder Ex-TTT Admin & Patron of the Arts Posts: 78 Thanks received: 22 Karma: 1
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624785

BremFM wrote:

Akemi wrote:

Miro wrote:

BremFM wrote:

Are you both actually female? Does her voice sound different from yours? If you talk to us when you're in an Akemi mood, will we hear a difference in sound? Aren't you supposed to be taking pills to prevent your brain from believing there are 2 people in your while there is only one?

She is most likely in therapy or will be

Miro, I had the choice to go in therapy, however, I refuse to go as I don't see my BFF/Twin sister as a reason to go into therapy. I'd rather just deal with her the way I have for years. And keep one of my best friends.
"Would you go into therapy if you have a friend, that truly knows what you feel, knows what you enjoy who has always been there for you 24 hours a day 7 days a week all days of every year, just because that friend technically isn't supposed to exist? "

And Brem, we are both actually female but neither of us speaks generally. (Yes IRL too) However, if we do speak the only difference between her and me speaking is that she speaks with a lot more of an accent than I do.

And Evilstewie I can't control Akemi, she's herself and she acts the way she wants to act just like a normal person she has free will. Although except for very rarely where we end up in conflicts we do always coordinate our actions, so we don't annoy one another and we give each other a fair chance to be themselves.

For the IRL part we just live with it, it took some getting used to after I made this thread as she started to be a much bigger presence but I find that a good thing. Besides that we're just 2 separate people who ended up sharing a body, everyone around me (IRL) knows about it now and they treat us like separate people now just the way I'd expect for an IRL-Friend to do.
~Anna

Honestly, you should reconsider going into therapy. I know that right now it sounds all fun and games, but it might develop to a stage where you can no longer control with of your personalities.. Even right now you're sounding delusional, and you are still able to tell yourselves apart. The way you talk about it and everyone just saying "wow cool" or "awesome" makes it look as if it's okay, while clearly you're just ill. Now, who am I to determine what you do? I don't even know you nor ever will. But I strongly advise you actually do go on about taking therapy.

I definately agree, people here make it seem like this is normal or cool. It's an actual disorder and a very serious one too. It might not seem like the right thing to "get rid of your best friend". But this behavior isn't normal, and you probably sooner or later will go into CBT.

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drop dead Fred sort of deal going on	Lewis_is_java Offline Adept Boarder Λεωνίδᾱς Posts: 7205 Thanks received: 4709 Karma: -65
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624788

Lewis_is_java wrote: drop dead Fred sort of deal going on Hahahaahahah	Nafe Offline Former Community Manager Posts: 18719 Thanks received: 8636 Karma: -377
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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624857

Studio Banter wrote:

Raeker wrote:

Anon_Gaming wrote:

I want to add to the post, with a slight more indepth and description of it.

When it comes to each personality they are technically not born, but are their own personality, however, they are actually just parts of the original person, and can be separated primarily due to trauma, and primarily to a young child.

Each personality can have it's own characteristics, name, accent, gender, age, etc(weird as fuck i know).

Anna/Akemi, both females, with akemi being a "Fragment" or "Section" of anna's original personality split off.

Some people have good personalities and some don't, anna and akemi are both friends, however for me, the 2 bastards in my head are not, Anna also knows the name, and has spoken, I have only recently learnt the name of 1 of my personalities, and only ever hear them speak at night(yes you can hear them talking in your head, confusing when you first start having it).

MPD or it's medical/ proper name, DID(Dissociative Identity Disorder), can be good or bad depending on person.

No the other personalities are not there from birth, you can end up developing new ones over time.
They tend to come out, based on triggers, and are called alters.

Some people believe this disorder to be not real, or strange, some not possible, however, for people experiencing it, truly know.

On another note, Everyone on occasion experiences some form of DID, which relates to Day dreaming primarily. but with the disorder, you get a whole range of weird shit.

Out of curiosity, Anon, I sometimes occasionaly hear someone shouting my name in my head. Is that a form of DID?

No you're just paranoid.

yes just paranoid lol.

BTW people saying about therapy, you know it does not work for everyone right, sometimes can make a situation worse.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #624967

Anon_Gaming wrote:

Studio Banter wrote:

Raeker wrote:

Anon_Gaming wrote:

I want to add to the post, with a slight more indepth and description of it.

When it comes to each personality they are technically not born, but are their own personality, however, they are actually just parts of the original person, and can be separated primarily due to trauma, and primarily to a young child.

Each personality can have it's own characteristics, name, accent, gender, age, etc(weird as fuck i know).

Anna/Akemi, both females, with akemi being a "Fragment" or "Section" of anna's original personality split off.

Some people have good personalities and some don't, anna and akemi are both friends, however for me, the 2 bastards in my head are not, Anna also knows the name, and has spoken, I have only recently learnt the name of 1 of my personalities, and only ever hear them speak at night(yes you can hear them talking in your head, confusing when you first start having it).

MPD or it's medical/ proper name, DID(Dissociative Identity Disorder), can be good or bad depending on person.

No the other personalities are not there from birth, you can end up developing new ones over time.
They tend to come out, based on triggers, and are called alters.

Some people believe this disorder to be not real, or strange, some not possible, however, for people experiencing it, truly know.

On another note, Everyone on occasion experiences some form of DID, which relates to Day dreaming primarily. but with the disorder, you get a whole range of weird shit.

Out of curiosity, Anon, I sometimes occasionaly hear someone shouting my name in my head. Is that a form of DID?

No you're just paranoid.

yes just paranoid lol.

BTW people saying about therapy, you know it does not work for everyone right, sometimes can make a situation worse.

She should atleast give it a shot.

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Something people should know about me... 7 years 6 months ago #625113

Wag1 Akemi! Welcome I guess!	Jamie. Offline Gold Boarder Legendary Member Posts: 1669 Thanks received: 217 Karma: 1
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