TOPIC: Giving up after this

So as you know I've now just been banned for a month. I am going to appeal one time during this ban and if it gets denied then I am giving up all hope of ever being able to play on here again. I've almost been here for 3 years and I've seen new players come and go. I've seen some insane drama, made plenty of friends, lost plenty of friends, hated many people, and broken a lot of rules. I think its about time for another semi-old player to hang up the towel.

I hope that the appeal can get accepted whenever it is that I make it. But otherwise I am gone, and I doubt I'll ever return after that. Thank you to many people for sticking by me and being great friends, I'll miss you all if I do end up leaving. Hopefully you guys don't have to all go out the same way that I might. And hopefully you don't have to go out at all. I was on a roll, I only had 2 recent punishments, that's until I got 5 warnings from 2 people, and I won't say names here. But that ruined all hope that I had to stop breaking rules and after that I just gave up. This will probably be the end of me, but I'd like to say before this happens, over the years, I've seen this community change, not for the better, but for the worse.

Corrupt admins come and go, but new ones always fill their place, bad players get CM banned, but another one will always come and full their place, again. It's an endless cycle with new batches of players. And after how long I've seen some great people come and go, some of them I wish were still here. And I've seen the exact opposite, bad players who we never want to see again. I am now one of those "bad players" all the new staff and new players want me gone, and I don't understand where it all went wrong. I am hated by so many in this community and I can accept this, and some people like me. But in the end it really doesn't matter. This could very well and probably will be the end for me for a good long time. It's been a good run guys and hopefully it doesnt have to end here, but if it does, this is me, going off.

Maybe goodbye? Hopefully not,
- Sam

And yes, Aspect, I made them into paragraphs this time.

<3 they want you gone bb

im srry bye sam

rip sam the sause

After all you've done Sam. I still want your appeal accepted in my option it was a false ban. If it doesn't you where one of the "friendly players and I will miss you.

I'll miss you my guy, if you're really leaving make sure my ammo boost goes to a good cause