I am going to be honest with you guys about something, as many of you know I cheat on many other servers and am banned on a lot of servers. Never in my life have I cheated on ZARP, and tonight after returning from a party and having just a few drinks I got on and was going to go hack on a TTT Server, when I got on I decided not to, I ended up going to grab a bottle of water from the fridge in my Nans Apartment (grandma) and came back clicked join and then ran to the bathroom to poop which took about 5-15 minutes not sure really as I am kind of buzzed still, I come back, I am dead loaded in, I change to Heavy Weapons Dealer, drop some PSG-1's 3 Shipments to be exact, Brandify TP's just making sure I am not self Supplying, spawn a shop, put in a diamond printer for $17,500,000 and 10 PSG-1s for 100m each just to see if anyone was stubborn enough to buy it.
I keep 20 in my inventory to use, sell etc or in case anyone needed any, I was about to raid Nexus (Brandify, Tyler and some others) and I EMP The bottom, shoot at the people at the bottom but get arrested from a cop, I spawn under the map and then Hiko (one of my members) bails me, I start jumping around and walking towards bank when I hit my bind for the Aimware menu, I freak out and realized I forgot to unload the cheats before joining and start unloading the cheat (you can unload the cheat from settings mode in the menu) and Tyler happened to be spectating me seen me stop and probably anti-cheated me (im assuming thats the situation as I dont know) and he says you know why you are here right and I admited instantly but it came out with a lie that I was in a TTT server first and left to join ZARP forgetting to unload the cheat, left for the bathroom etc and came back and realized it was on.
That was the excuse I made out of panic, everything was true except for being in the TTT server, I said it to seem less stupid and idiotic for forgetting to unload before joining, after everything continued I didn't think it mattered that much because the truth or the lie I forgot to unload before joining so I just left it, and after it became apart of the story tyler started asking questions and I didnt know how to admit it earlier because I figured tyler would assume everything was a lie and not give me another chance, eventually It old Brandify over steam, I freaked the fuck out and had to tell him as it was probably my only chance at getting back on the server. I want everyone to know this though, I have NEVER had cheats injected or turned on in ZARP until now, I didn't want to make an apology thread because I didn't want people to think they were right with all those times accusing me for cheating (which they werent, I have never cheated as I said it was a mistake), I know its hard to believe with the stupidley lucky shots ive hit, or the 2v30 raids or bhop shots, I know I know you probably don't believe me, but anyone who knows me truly would know I wouldn't cheat on ZARP, I apologize for making this mistake, it's my fault and I can't blame me drinking or me having a bad memory I should of been smarter with cheats especially while drunk and having a server that you enjoy playing so much and put so much money and time in. I apologize I hope you guys forgive me and believe me that I didn't actually cheat, I know this a thread where you'd expect me to say that I was using them all along but no, I am not and never have. People like Hermione, nade Jones never cheated and they are better than me, doesn't that say something about me never cheating in the past?
Sorry for the long post I just want you guys to know it was a mistake, and I apologize for making yet again another mistake. I hope I can stay as a member of the community and continue playing as someone who isn't known for cheating, I know I have broken rules, made mistakes in this community, but cheating was never something I have done on purpose.
Thank you for reading, lets hope for the best.
I just hope that my apology means something to you guys, I know that people aren't going to believe me when I say that I didn't use them on ZARP but that's the consequences of me making a mistake this bad, I have made plenty of mistakes in the past and this is the far by worst one, I hope that the Lead Team understands this was an accident and don't believe the people who "called it" that I was cheating, I wasn't. Thank you for at least taking this into consideration for discussing with the Lead Team Brandify, Tyler and Para. I hope you accept my apology and realize it was a big mistake.
I am going to come completely clean on this, I have never used Aimbot, ESP, Shit like that I used Bhop Scripts about a month ago, I promised myself never to use it again, after para and Coutinroy asked me if I ever used anything in the past I told them about it, i didnt tell anyone because I realized that if I did i'd get banned, no one found out so I let it go into the past. That is it though, the only reason I did use the scripts was for strafing not jumping as I needed work on strafing, I tried a macro first but it didnt work so I decided to use the aimware I already had to have auto jump so i can practice strafing mainly
I want this second chance really really bad, I want to make up for what I have done, to never cheat again, never make mistakes, to stop rulebreaking, and to clean up my gang and my past. I realized after being banned how much ZARP meant to me, I put so much of my time into this that I can't just let it all go to waste because I made a stupid drunk mistake and wanted to get better at bhopping when i could of just went on bhop servers instead. I really a sorry and I can promise you that I haven't cheated before besides the bhopping