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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281062

So. Recently, i have been seen around the community with a player named Hentai. this guy was actually supposed to be banned from the server, and it was just someone named Void on an ALT account. I chose to blind sight this, as before i was staff or even thought about being staff, i had no respect for the rules of this community. After i became a member of staff, things became a little more awkward, through My own actions. After i became moderator, it was reasonably quiet and i did my duties, but still continued to play with Hentai, even though i knew he was evading his ban. Next, i got to the rank of administrator. After this, people began to look into the case with Void Being Hentai. people from the lead team suspected more and more over time that Void was Hentai, but had no evidence. They then went to me, and asked me if i knew anything about him. I blatantly Lied to them, and nothing will make up for the fact that i did this. I ignored my duties as a member of staff, and even decided to betray the trust of fellow staff members. The reason i did this was not justifiable at all. I lied to them due to the fact i knew that i could be demoted for this, so i was very anxious about the subject, as i valued my rank over a lot of things in my life. I consider Void a very good friend of mine, whom i have known for 4-5 Years, and i knew very well. I felt like i owed him something, due to the fact he was the one who introduced me to Zarp, and tought me a lot of what i know today about the server. He was banned around 2 months ago for Mass RDM, yet he continued to go on Hacking and ban evading on various account, with me knowing this the whole time.

Words cannot explain how sorry i am for my actions, and i am willing to apoligize to as many people as possible, due to the fact i have lied to the whole community. I ignored my duties as a member of staff, and chose to continue to let a player be a part of the community when he was supposed to be banned.Void did not and still Does not deserve to be a part of this community due to his actions, yet i still continued to let him play in the community, and even lied to people about it.

I am willing to take punishment for my actions, and i will try to prove i am sorry to the community as many times as it takes. I would like to say thanks to Tyler, Doom, and Paramontana. these guys have helped me a lot, and even though i lied to them i am still thankful that they have tried to help me throughout this.

I will do anything to prove that i am still worthy of being a member of the staff team, and a member of this community. What i did was not acceptable at all, but i would still like to regain trust within the community, along with the fact i do not expect people to accept any of my apologies at all.

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281064

Man i forgive you man. but i dont know for the others	ParaMontana Offline User is blocked Posts: 5541 Thanks received: 3172 Karma: -1047
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281069

You're a good staff member in general. And this is the only time I have heard about you fucking up. I forgive you but your trust with me has gone down. Dramatically	deleted#1111 Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3816 Thanks received: 454 Karma: -11
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281071

Words cannot explain how sorry i am for my actions, and i am willing to apoligize to as many people as possible, due to the fact i have lied to the whole community. I ignored my duties as a member of staff, and chose to continue to let a player be a part of the community when he was supposed to be banned.Void did not and still Does not deserve to be a part of this community due to his actions, yet i still continued to let him play in the community, and even lied to people about it.

And just like others who have done similar things you deserve a demotion. You completely ignored your duties for the entire duration of your career, and you only came out when you were suspected of doing it.

You can say how you're sorry and how you don't expect people to accept your apology because you know from past examples that people will just forgive you because you apologised, but it's got to a point where corrupt staff like you may not even be demoted for a career full of corruption and lies.

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281072

ofc u had to use italic If they demote you meanwhile they've turned a blind eye to alot of other admins, im gonna just, you know.	Miro Offline Expert Boarder saint lawrence boyz Posts: 1577 Thanks received: 240 Karma: 1
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281084

I fucked up, i didnt fuck up as bad, but i fucked up earlier last year, i got demoted, i moved on, i came back, i got moderator again, i resigned.

You just move on in life, the past is the past, nothing more, nothing less.

You fucked up, you should be demoted for your actions, but dont let that keep you down, apply again in a month. Your a nice guy from what ive seen of you on the forums, i no longer trust you, as expected, but im sure you will gain trust back overtime.

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281108

I am sure we can forgive you just recognise that is a very serious thing you have and most importantly learn from it!	_Max Offline Former Community Manager Sup Posts: 2666 Thanks received: 1002 Karma: 15
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281115

Exrobite wrote:

Words cannot explain how sorry i am for my actions, and i am willing to apoligize to as many people as possible, due to the fact i have lied to the whole community. I ignored my duties as a member of staff, and chose to continue to let a player be a part of the community when he was supposed to be banned.Void did not and still Does not deserve to be a part of this community due to his actions, yet i still continued to let him play in the community, and even lied to people about it.

And just like others who have done similar things you deserve a demotion. You completely ignored your duties for the entire duration of your career, and you only came out when you were suspected of doing it.

You can say how you're sorry and how you don't expect people to accept your apology because you know from past examples that people will just forgive you because you apologised, but it's got to a point where corrupt staff like you may not even be demoted for a career full of corruption and lies.

Exrobite, you told people they could die in a car crash, and you said you're sorry about it. So therefore you went from Admin to mod. Then you did it again, stop being so salty and just no.
or wait
no

now to sonzy,
I still, even after this, fucking keep believing in you.
why?
CAUSE YOU'RE THE BEST ADMIN EVER AND I HOPE I SEE YOU AS SA!

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281117

Yo sonzy we all fuck up in are life like that other day when you banned me im forgetting about that and thinking of the future not the past also para lied to the lead team once he still was happy and jolly they forgave him etc and he became a great head admin so i think you can just forgot about it we make mistakes just dont think of the past just the future	Jugger Offline Gold Boarder Posts: 1882 Thanks received: 289 Karma: -67
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281121

Bob Raheem wrote:

Exrobite wrote:

Words cannot explain how sorry i am for my actions, and i am willing to apoligize to as many people as possible, due to the fact i have lied to the whole community. I ignored my duties as a member of staff, and chose to continue to let a player be a part of the community when he was supposed to be banned.Void did not and still Does not deserve to be a part of this community due to his actions, yet i still continued to let him play in the community, and even lied to people about it.

And just like others who have done similar things you deserve a demotion. You completely ignored your duties for the entire duration of your career, and you only came out when you were suspected of doing it.

You can say how you're sorry and how you don't expect people to accept your apology because you know from past examples that people will just forgive you because you apologised, but it's got to a point where corrupt staff like you may not even be demoted for a career full of corruption and lies.

Exrobite, you told people they could die in a car crash, and you said you're sorry about it. So therefore you went from Admin to mod. Then you did it again, stop being so salty and just no.
or wait
no

now to sonzy,
I still, even after this, fucking keep believing in you.
why?
CAUSE YOU'RE THE BEST ADMIN EVER AND I HOPE I SEE YOU AS SA!

And I got an appropriate punishment for my actions, unlike you and your hacks, but I have the sense not to belittle your opinion over that.

His entire career has been undermined by his continuous corruption, to say that is OK is unacceptable of anyone with even a remote brain function (so everyone

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281133

Jugger wrote:

Yo sonzy we all fuck up in are life like that other day when you banned me im forgetting about that and thinking of the future not the past also para lied to the lead team once he still was happy and jolly they forgave him etc and he became a great head admin so i think you can just forgot about it we make mistakes just dont think of the past just the future

What do i have to do with this??? Exactly nothing . Stop being so mean jugger. Jkjkjk . I guess. Some people just make mistakes. Thats what makes being human so beautiful. If we were perfect life would be boring

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281136

ParaMontana wrote:

Jugger wrote:

Yo sonzy we all fuck up in are life like that other day when you banned me im forgetting about that and thinking of the future not the past also para lied to the lead team once he still was happy and jolly they forgave him etc and he became a great head admin so i think you can just forgot about it we make mistakes just dont think of the past just the future

What do i have to do with this??? Exactly nothing . Stop being so mean jugger. Jkjkjk . I guess. Some people just make mistakes. Thats what makes being human so beautiful. If we were perfect life would be boring

all humans are beautiful thats why we are different

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281140

Beg for forgiveness boy	Lewis_is_java Offline Adept Boarder Λεωνίδᾱς Posts: 7205 Thanks received: 4709 Karma: -65
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281154

Thank you for making this apology it takes a lot of guts to come clean . It is always possible to forgive but you need to gain back trust , second chances are not just handed out . Remember to change your self you need to change peoples perception of you and who you are.	Luan Offline Legendary Member Ex- Surf Owner Posts: 3193 Thanks received: 488 Karma: 26
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281156

Hey bud, we're all only human. Even if you knew that this guy was ban evading, it was nice of you to let him on the server one more time. Sadly, this is not something that staff should be doing, and you're going to have to accept the fact that this is on your record now. Bottom line, we're all only human. Well, most of us anyway.	UltraBagel Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 515 Thanks received: 61 Karma: -1
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281208

Thanks for all the kind comments so far.	Sonzy Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3013 Thanks received: 570 Karma: -49
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #281240

great guy just add him he is a very nice guy	Cane Offline User is blocked Can i have vip plz ? Posts: 74 Thanks received: 1 Karma: -2
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #282710

ParaMontana wrote:

~~Man i forgive you man. but i dont know for the others~~

The reason why i put a line in my text is because he once again managed to break my trust and lied to me
He knew all along that bobraheem was agent47. when we asked him last time if there was any other people we should know about he told us that he did not know any one else. but today he managed to surprise me again and finally confess about bob raheem after gathering evidence of him knowing that bob raheem was being agent 47 after agent47 told the lead team.

In due time i will forgive you but for now i have to say a no to that.

I agree with Para, I trusted you and gave you my respect as we all make mistakes in our lifes, But you making 2 mistakes in under 3 days is just not the way to go, I forgived you for what you did before but then you do this now?, Yeah sorry lad I don't trust you any more.

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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #282712

Keep in mind, any discussion of banned members on the forums is in violation of the TOU.	Morgan Offline Legendary Member Posts: 15972 Thanks received: 6527 Karma: 105
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I'm Sorry. 8 years 10 months ago #282721

Morgan wrote:

Keep in mind, any discussion of banned members on the forums is in violation of the TOU.

You should know this ^

The fact that youre an admin shows that you can lead by example to mods and show them what to do, it was part of the application to signing up for admin. The fact that hentai having an alt account and you knowing and lying as an admin to the lead team shows that you would rather goof around with someone and take the risk than doing your job. In my opinion you shouldn't be in any staff position because you lied to the owners of the community to save a troll like hentai. I can understand that hes your friend but you have a duty here. And thats to help the community keep people like him out.