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TOPIC: My resignation: Leaving ZARP.

My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153297

After days of waiting and hesitating of doing it, here I am.

I'm resigning and leaving ZARP

It might be unexpected for most of you, as my activity on the forums didn't really decrease, some are one knew but didn't know when, and some smart ones maybe expected it, by seeing my gametime and my mood in-game decreasing.

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First of all, I would thank anybody I've met on ZARP. That it'd be on the forums, on teamspeak and in-game. ZARP has been a really great experience for me, but I have to leave you.

After seeing me becoming one of the biggest minge/shitposter (or whatever you'd call me) of the forums you might wonder why I'm leaving. Well, actually I wonder how I haven't left before. But let me explain :
I'm not used to stay for long in a community or doing an activity that takes me times everyday. Actually, I don't think I've ever stayed in a such active and big community (in-game talking) before. Most of time, I lose the delight of playing in 1 or 2 weeks. But even if I stayed longer than the usual, I knew it wouldn't be much longer. Two weeks ago, I started feeling bad again due to my different mental illness, not being in a good mood enough to play or browsing the forums. Things changing, my mood was going from bad, to good, from good, to bad. Today, I can't just bear anymore of Gmod. The community (in-game) is far way from the kind of community I'm used to know, and I don't think it's mature enough for me. Most of you might laugh but yeah, coming from a minge like me but still, it's too childish. I couldn't bear some of the kids' joke in chat (as I can't just let myself from reading the chat), kids talking on mic etc... Actually, I think the forums are more serious than in-game, that's why I've posted more here.
Becoming a staff member on ZARP was for me a way to say that I'm part of the community. There was some rulebreakers, yeah, and I think I'm a good administrator but that was kinda ironical as I'm more of an anarchist and I hate authority, and I found myself being a police-man. I think that was just killing me from the inside. Also, joining the staff team was for me sorta big deal, when I just realized it was common. Not that I didn't like the staff team, but I think I expected something else. Another approach of the game, another way to deal with servers. But, no offense, but I actually felt myself as one of the rare ultra-serious staff member. At least in-game. I'm not really blaming other staff members, I think I just have a problem with that. Playing as a staff member wasn't playing anymore for me. I would just play like a newbie to die in order to able to watch suspicious deaths etc...

I'm adding this even tho most of you already read this. But I think I forgot the social part. I've been playing Gmod and only gmod for more than a month, having 150+hours in such time is a bit "too much" of gmod for me. I'd be glad to play with you on DarkRP or TTT but I think I've had enough of Gmod for now. Now, I need to relax and take my time a bit. Going back to some usual activities I had (music) and trying Gmod a bit with friends. Also, going back into a "french world" as I would only live with an english community. Speaking french and playing with french players again feels good. So yeah, you might see me on gmod but not for now.

I think I've talked enough and you see my point of leaving. I just can't play anymore. You might see me in-game from times to times but not for long, and mostly quiet. I might stay on the forums a bit, nothing sure.

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Also, as I'm leaving I decided to share with you my dance-dance gifs collection and my Newt pics collection !

PS: I'm sorry if I forgot anybody. My memory isn't the best. I might had you later.
PS2: As I've been talking about ZARP and why leaving it, I just quickly wanna say that I'm not trying to say anything bad about ZARP. It's a great community doing what it does great and it shall continue like this. I'm just not made for it.

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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153298

Goodbye man and goodluck!	KayB Offline Senior Boarder Increase my karma if you 420 blaze it everyday. Posts: 607 Thanks received: 68 Karma: 6
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153303

Shame i didnt make the list , cya man, hope we can still stay in contact on steam!	Dallas. Offline Expert Boarder From a past time. Posts: 1340 Thanks received: 153 Karma: -21
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153304

Cya man, it's been fun	The Gamer Guy Offline Diamond Boarder ... Posts: 3895 Thanks received: 749 Karma: 20
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153305

$Dallas$ wrote: Shame i didnt make the list , cya man, hope we can still stay in contact on steam! Fixed it for you	Doode Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 728 Thanks received: 76 Karma: 13
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153306

You may leave zarp, But I will still find a way to talk to you Pls come online on steam ;_;	Wheatley Offline Senior Boarder Needs to stop being addicted to "The Maze Runner" Posts: 764 Thanks received: 137 Karma: 22
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153309

Nutzu3650XL wrote: Awh, sad to see you go, even If I never saw you Ingame... If you got bored, maybe try SSRP ? Maybe but I can't promise anything	Doode Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 728 Thanks received: 76 Karma: 13
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153310

:'( Forever may your gifs reign on.	exrobite Offline Loyal Boarder dont have a cow man Posts: 8905 Thanks received: 2489 Karma: -31
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153314

No you can't do this	Spectrum Offline Diamond Boarder quack Posts: 4104 Thanks received: 845 Karma: -206
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153319

Thanks for putting me in there. Yeah I only spoke to you 2 days ago but just message me on steam or Skype. Sad to see you go :/ got to say I didn't expect it	ManyaJayne Offline Legendary Member Posts: 134 Thanks received: 83 Karma: 7
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153322

Sad to see you leaving, bud. Good luck with whatever you're going to be doing next.	RedWingz Offline Expert Boarder Former Deathrun Mod & SSRP Admin Posts: 993 Thanks received: 176 Karma: 5
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153323

Farewell Carla. You were always my favorite staff member even after what happened... I wish you luck in life.	Remixful Offline Senior Boarder Literally nobody Posts: 417 Thanks received: 92 Karma: 6
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153331

Never really spoke to you but I have seen you loads on the forums and you seem really nice, sad to see you go.	Sada. Offline Mythical Boarder Confused and disgusted by the ban Posts: 5674 Thanks received: 3850 Karma: 263
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153332

Goodbye you will be missed hopefully we could meet up again and have a laugh Also I was never scared of you Carla	Jetzzy Offline Gold Boarder Posts: 2084 Thanks received: 890 Karma: 68
Human is the name for a beast that can't rejoice their life without sacrifices. Former Deathrun Administrator Former SSRP Administrator Former Teamspeak Staff Login or register to post a reply. The following user(s) said Thank You: Doode

My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153333

Hi Carla, We never really met but I know you on the forums and vice versa. Sad to see you go. Best of luck with anything you plan to do next. Remember that any one here at Zarp is here to help if you need anything in future. Best of luck,	Wallcop Offline Expert Boarder My opinions. Nothing more nothing less. Posts: 1372 Thanks received: 284 Karma: 8
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153351

You were a good staffmember and I enjoyed the talks we had together on teamspeak. Please do come on there again sometime. And btw, if you are thinking of trying out SSRP sometime I would gladly join you and show you around/play with you. I hope to see you bhopping our deathrun servers again sometime! Ps: Thank you for the 1year post you made	RandomdudeDK Offline Legendary Member It's always 420 somewhere Posts: 1782 Thanks received: 675 Karma: 31
Last Edit: 9 years 6 months ago by RandomdudeDK. Login or register to post a reply. The following user(s) said Thank You: Doode

My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153368

Bad to see u leaving Cya	JokerMan Offline Diamond Boarder Ayyyyyyy Posts: 2946 Thanks received: 279 Karma: 1
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153369

Nooo Thanks for the kind words, It's sad to see you leaving. Who is going to turn threads into dance partys now? Good luck and have fun in your next Community.	Nexize Offline Legendary Member I call myself Nexize but you can call me tonight Posts: 5027 Thanks received: 1215 Karma: 121
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153378

Didn't expect that bye.	Tadgee Offline Banned Posts: 2326 Thanks received: 480 Karma: 3
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My resignation: Leaving ZARP. 9 years 6 months ago #153380

Cya, never really saw you anywhere exept forums	Bilbo Swaggins Offline Gold Boarder -snip- Posts: 2028 Thanks received: 413 Karma: 27
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