TOPIC: Something has to change with me

Hey guys, there's something that's been bothering me for a while now that I really need to get off my chest.

Recently at school my "friends" have started giving me nicknames. These nicknames range from "fat" to "diabetic" and all the way to "autistic" because I have mild dyspraxia and have to use a laptop in school.

Now, before you start feeling sorry for me, I have to let you know, I deserve this treatment. I am one of the most vile, toxic people I know. I used to make the worst jokes imaginable to try and fit in and make friends. I guess that it was the fear of being on of those kids that everyone loves to hate, but it doesn't exclude anything. I even used to bully somebody to try and fit in (but, to what little extent is helps my case, never to the extent of my peers,) I truly am (as my History teacher once stated half drunk on the Berlin underground,) "The pits."

And one of the things I hate most is that I've been coming home, hopping on my computer and taking out all of my anger on some of the people at ZARP. I've lost many friends this way. I can't interact with anyone because I fear that I'll be laughed at, so I either make others the target of ridicule or make people laugh at me so I can feel slightly more comfortable about it.

I'm sorry. I really am. I'm sorry you had to put up with me for all this time. I'm sorry Tigz, for what I said to you, I'm sorry Pred, I really didn't mean anything. And most of all, I'm sorry to the lead team. I know that you all don't particularly like me, and I can understand why. Heck, I wouldn't like me if I knew me. This must be the umpteenth time I've made a post like this, but this time everything's amalgamated to an intolerable level and I mean it. I will change, it won't be easy, but I believe that I can.

Like a (silent) phoenix, The Bite shall rise from the ashes.

It's okay Exro... I still like you! <3

Don't worry, life is hard and will always be. As my Grandma said to me before she died "If you live long enough, you'll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you'll be a better person. It's how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit, never quit." ~Grandma MusicCat

So don't worry, life goes the way you take it and will go wrong when it does but when you try to fix it you'll have to put effort in it.

Yea you should try work out your anger in chat.

Bilbo Swaggins wrote: NO! HE NEEDS TO TAKE ANGER OUT ON ME STEAM M8 <3

Coo!_Quaggan! wrote: Welcome to the club (happens to me everyday to ;-
JUST STAY STRONG EXO IF UR 18 YOU DONT SEE THE BULLIES EVER AGAIN!

fite me irl 1v1 no weapons Exrobite AKA Coppercab
OT : nice appology m8

FFS Exrobite - How many times?! YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND ANYONE CAN HAVE, I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YA!

Those bullies will get struck by my stronk Soviet purge...

Written from my phone with my fatass fingers while in school.

apology accepted
But if the fuckers ever bully you again just stick a pencil up in their asses!

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Banker wrote: Why did you post that dot, or was it a useless shit post originally?

Wiz_Khalifa wrote: What do you think yourself ?

bullies gonna bully as my asshole teacher would say

-be resilient

Coo Coo Kachoochoo!

No one deserves anything that effects their life badly. just pull out a butterfly knife and shank the bullies works every time

lewis_is_java wrote: Unless you want to end up in prison, not the advice I would give.

Hey prisons a nice place everybody calls you pretty

lewis_is_java wrote:
Ikr, have you SEEN The Shawshank Redemption?

who hasn't i mean how nice are The Sisters for helping andy dufresne get acquainted

lewis_is_java wrote:
And how nice are you for knowing how to actually spell that illiterate name