TOPIC: An Apology...

Dear dcxbigdaddy, EMP, ChuteUK, RedPowder, and the community of ZARP,

As I am sure you are all aware, I have made a self-serving post last week regarding my denial of the ability to moderate your ZARP BHOP server. At the time, I was only thinking of myself and I wasn't taking into consideration everything and everyone at play. Now that I have had time to properly reflect on my actions, I have realized that the post was completely unnecessary, not called for, and that it essentially was a dislikeable post. I now understand that I have shown myself to not be worthy of the position in the past, and (I hate to say it), but I honestly felt like I deserved the position, even after my actions on your Semi-Serious Role Play server. It was, to the fullest extent, a self-serving post that only showed that I could not control myself when faced with a predicament. I want to formally apologize for my actions, and for doing something with those actions that involved the community. To the staff and players of ZARP, I want to apologize for acting so horribly within the post, and for wasting your time reading some useless, offensive, and self serving words. All of this was completely uncalled for, and it just started some arguments that never needed to happen in the first place.

I wish you all the best of luck with your travels, and I hope that you can find it somewhere in your heart to forgive me and my actions.

Sincerely,
Alec "Banker" Irwin

Listen, I have no problem with an apology - it's just awkward when your apology is posted 10 minutes after you submit your 7th Mod Application.

*8th.

Apology accepted.

You're a good guy, but sometimes you know.