TOPIC: A confession and an apology.

I realize that I will receive comments such as "Attention seeker" or "You need to show us you have changed", but I genuinely feel that I need to confess and apologize to the community and members which I have let down in the past few weeks/months (these people know who they are).

I've not been at the top of my game recently, (especially on Minecraft and towards it's members) I realize that. I know myself as someone better, who can do better, which is what I intend to do.

Many incidents between members of the community and I have broken out in the last few weeks, many of which staff-members are not aware of, I apologize for my ignorant attitude and behavior in recent times.

Give me a chance to amend myself in the upcoming days.

Thank-you.
(No altercation/brawls/acting too smart in replies and please hold yourself of hateful comments, please).

Idk, the DarkRP demotion was for your ignorance. Surely if you really wanted the Minecraft role, which you seemed to want to do so, you would have 'amended' yourself then. I'm seeing a pattern of 'over time Zan will begin to do x' - that is the source of the issue that you need to rectify.