Hello Jellybeansjoe16, I did not respond to this post on the day I first read it, so now I am here to do so. I also got denied on my first moderator application. It sure did not feel good, because it's a straight message telling that there is something wrong between you and the staff. I was even banned for 2 weeks for threating to DDoS a superadmin, and look at me now, I'm an admin, i have won my trust back and I have some good friends from the staff. Never surrender when reaching for your dreams, always remember that every second of your life is a step closer to something you love. Take a look from someone elses perspective, what features can you train about yourself? Always remember to treat others fairly, and be kind. If you just wait and get some even more experience, I'm sure you will become a moderator one day.
Hope this helps with you feeling down, just raise your head and try even harder next time
Good luck with you next application.