TOPIC: Clearing up my previous mess -edited

-Ok ok, I get the picture. I'm a really really bad person, ok? There, are you all happy? I've admitted it. I'm terrible. I have no heart, nor do I care about the people around me, I've thought about it and I realised, I've been so naive and arrogant this whole time. I would apologise but those words are stale and old. If you don't want my apology, I won't give it to you, I'll give you what you do want, my silence. I'm not ready for moderator, nor will I ever be. I destroy anything I touch. I tried to change, I am trying, but it's not working. I've just reverted back like I always do. I'm just scared. Scared that people won't accept me. I would bet if I changed many people would just ignore me. This is an actual outpouring of my actual feelings. Have fun tearing it to shreds.

TL;DR: I'm a bad person.

How many times have you done crap like this in the past and still expect people to be able to forgive you.

EMP wrote:
Let the hate flow through you. I don't care what people think anymore. I'm just apologising so I can forgive myself.

Exrobite,

If you are truely sorry for what you've done in past until present, show it.
You have done this in the past, but I think that it needs to be for real now.

Saying you're sorry and apologies from you are meaningless at this point, they're just words coming from you. You have to show us you've changed/are changing by your actions and behavior and not through your words and apologies. If you are truly changing for the better we will notice. Anyone can say they are sorry but you never truly know unless they show it by their actions. Also I am not saying it was wrong to make this apology thread, just the fact is you shouldn't have to if you're in the process of changing for the better.

Hope you take this into consideration.

Thanks,
-Jack

Jacknelli wrote:
I was told to make this thread, just pointing that out.

Exrobite wrote:
As I stated before the simple fact is that it shouldn't have to come to this.

Exrobite wrote:
If you were "forced" to make this by someone, I do not forgive you.

Zan wrote:
Ok then. I respect your opinion. I'm going off the forums now because I'm getting a really bad feeling that I've only felt before a few times. Ciao.

You know exro, I've been in and out of ZARP For a long time, more then most, and everytime I'm here, there seems to be a post about you making "controvertial" topics, and how you've said regrettable things on the teamspeak, Sure, everyone says things we don't mean to say, at the slip of a tounge, but it's a common occurrense with you. Surely, when you made this thread you'd have to expect some Constructive Criticsm, but you're literally taking it as if you're the good guy, that we're the bullies picking on you, when this is simply not the case.

Morgan wrote:
This "new edit" is more of a sink for my feelings, I'm telling everyone what I honestly think of myself. I'm a bad person, not you, I know that. If you take the post as what you have, you're looking at it the wrong way. Take every word literally, not like I'm actually trying to be the good guy anymore. I'm sick of hiding the fact, arguing against people. It just furthers the illusion that I'm anything more than a sack of shit.

I forgive you.

I forgive you. (Even though you did like nothing wrong.)

Chris wrote:
I forgive you too...

Clocket wrote:
I've done so much wrong I could write a dissatation on it.

Ex-minge/troll from now on, okay Exrobite?

Your past is your past but the most recent thing was a pretty crappy thing to do. It wasn't funny or amusing of any amount. This wouldn't be the Habbo way at all bud. You need to just stop making the posts about you being a bad person and suck it up that you did wrong. The only way I would change my feelings about the way you acted would be if I see change, everyone can talk about you changing you can talk about changing but unless you show it; it don't mean anything. You apologised and that was a good thing to do so the only thing left for you to do is move on. Stating in the posts that you are a "sack of shit" doesn't help you out at all. I have talked to you a couple of times and you seem like a pretty canny kid you just don't think before you speak. Anyways show your sorry don't talk about it, like the saying goes; Don't talk about it be about it.


-Red

I will always luv u Exrobite!

(No, but seriously, you are a really cool dood that makes me laugh and happy really often when we speak together. So I will luv u always, indeed. )

Rip Morgan freeman