TOPIC: I can only apologize.

I'm not sure how I would start one of these things off as I'm disappointed in myself that I've left my fellow colleagues down.

Over the last few months, my activity has been dropping and dropping, until recently over the last 3 weeks, it's dropped to be basically being inactive, last week in the community team meeting I was given a sanction, and the sanction terms were 5 hours on the SSRP Server and finish the PS update. I've not been able to complete my 1st week of sanction duties due to work requirements, I could give a million reasons, but I want to be honest with myself and the community team, My work has massively changed since I was only an analyst, now my trying to become a manager with the company and this is giving me lots more of responsibilitys. A few of these are dealing with new sale contracts of 6-figure sums.

I would like to publicly apologize that I've not been able to fulfil my year-long commitment to being a community manager and that I've let the community down. It's upsetting that it's had to come to be a sanction in order for me to be removed from the rank.

I do see both sides, and I acknowledge that I should have really been demoted a long time ago and I will openly accept that I've let my team down. I hope there is no bad blood between us and that the community is and allways will be the prioity.

As I said during our conversation earlier Josh you have done a massive amount for the community during your time in various lead team roles, server owner and now finally as a CM. It is of course a huge shame and a disappointment that you weren’t able to fulfil your role as we did have high hopes considering the huge progress in development skills and in your confidence with handling situations in the community. That said you have been a great personal friend and hope to still see you around and playing the servers, all the best mate.

At the end of the day it's a volunteer position, it's understandable you prioritized your job. Now that you've got some free time on your hands though I believe it's time to set us up a modded minecraft server joshua!

Lost me at colleagues, but I've plucked up the courage to forgive you.

Josh I was really lookin forward to the prisons server Like I said before, it was always nice working with you

its ok man, your life is much more important than zarp
i wish the best for you Mr Joshua. may we meet again <3

callumok2004 wrote:

Going from Community Manager to ZARP Company Manager, big promotion!

thanks for the work

Not that deep honestly

Joshua wrote:
ye I would dip too, I can't even get past downloading garry's mod

Joshua wrote:
Sorry you had to have this weighing over you

Will legitimately be missed, one of the cms with the most personality

Everybody with common sense will accept your apology man
Thank you for all the stuff you've done for Zarp.
You were a great contributor of the community don't let anybody say otherwise

I know this is a bit late but while i was staffing with you, you were always on the real life grind as well as in game and its good that you are aiming high in life and it seems like you are doing well dude, this shit happens so theres no need to apologise. Lotsa love