I want to close this off by publishing my official apology on the matter:
"I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize.
What I came across on YouTube that day was obviously unplanned. The link you saw on my website was raw; it was unfiltered. I didn't know how to react or how to feel. I should have never linked the video. I should have put the keyboard down and stopped writing the code responsible on my website.
There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry.
I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you."
The link will be updated as soon as I am back on my PC!