TOPIC: Adam_West's apology to the community.

I'm not joining the community again, you don't have to "worry" about that or whatever.

I'd just like to apologize to the ZARP community, especially the SSRP players and staff that have had to deal with A LOT of my bullshit. I want to start off by thanking you for making the server fun, although a bit toxic. But the toxicity is also what makes the server have a special place in my few memories.

I have been quite an asshole to a lot of you because I didn't really care about anyone from the server because of the constant toxicity. I didn't realize at the moment that the toxicity is what makes ZARP ZARP. I just thought that everyone was an asshole and didn't really deserve the friendship I had to offer except for the people that I had come to care about.

I suppose this is my very late and final goodbye post.

I hope this server keeps making enough money without being completely P2W so newer players can come to experience the great server that is ZARP.

Here's the list of thanks to some of the people I can remember that have had the best influence on me during my time on the server.


Thank you, Martin. for always being a great friend even when I was being punished regularly for breaking the rules. I have given the GTA 5 account I received from you to a friend of mine as a way to pay your kindness forward.

Thank you, Richard, for helping me out a lot when I was a moderator. I tried my best helping out with reports but I, unfortunately, had to step down due to real-life issues. I can just imagine how much better I would have been for the server if I had not stopped caring about the server after stepping down.

Thank you, Woggles, for being a great friend through everything. We talked a lot and I feel like we really had something going until I decided that I just wanted to stop playing. Thanks for the many hours of fun!

Thank you, Jeans, for being an awesome and trustworthy friend through everything. Even when some people wanted me to not return your mummy when you lent me it back when I was poor, I knew how hurt you would be and I didn't want to ruin the great friendship we had.

Thank you, Smol Dong, for being a fun guy to play with. Even though you scammed me, ripped me, and tried to rip my GJugg you were very fun to play with. Never change! Fucking loved you haha.

Thank you, Broccoli gang, for the fun we had when the airdrops were new and the most nukes competition was going on. That was fucking great.

And last, but not least, thank you to everyone who was able to deal with my countless "hUrr dUrR i'm leAVing" posts, my many hours of minging, and numeral cases of completely unacceptable disrespectful/offensive behavior.



Again, I'm sorry to the people I've scammed, hurt for no reason, and just caused general annoyance. I wish I could go back to when I was mod and just stay mod so I cared more about the server as time went on, but the least I can do now is give this apology.

I wish everyone the best who actively participates to make the community better.

Running on very little sleep, sorry if it's written poorly. I just thought of the server and felt like I definitely needed to apologize.

give me ur gjugg

Good to see you haven't gone a mass murder spree

Lol I remember Sam got banned for calling you a sick fuck when u made the post about you wanting to go on a murder suicide rampage. GLWS

Legend

Thought you left

Smol wrote:

The thing that always got me with you was your complete inability to sense when anything you were doing was wrong in the slightest. You would constantly play the victim and blame personal problems for your horrendous attitude towards people in the community. The post you made months back detailing some pretty messed up things really threw a bunch of us off. I don't know how you'd expect anyone to see you as a victim when you tried to excuse wanting to take other people's lives as well as your own. You do need help, badly, and I hope you can get it in some way or another.

I will never forgive you

i forgib

Huperchild wrote: literally crying rn

Posting on an ult mega brain

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