Chespin wrote:
I made a severe and continuous lapse in my judgement, and I don’t expect to be forgiven. I’m simply here to apologize. What we came across that day in the woods was obviously unplanned. The reactions you saw on tape were raw; they were unfiltered. None of us knew how to react or how to feel. I should have never posted the video. I should have put the cameras down and stopped recording what we were going through. There's a lot of things I should have done differently but I didn't. And for that, from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I want to apologize to the internet. I want to apologize to anyone who has seen the video. I want to apologize to anyone who has been affected or touched by mental illness, or depression, or suicide. But most importantly I want to apologize to the victim and his family. For my fans who are defending my actions, please don't. I don’t deserve to be defended. The goal with my content is always to entertain; to push the boundaries, to be all-inclusive. In the world I live in, I share almost everything I do. The intent is never to be heartless, cruel, or malicious. Like I said I made a huge mistake. I don’t expect to be forgiven, I’m just here to apologize. I'm ashamed of myself. I’m disappointed in myself. And I promise to be better. I will be better. Thank you.
but guess what? at the end of the day I'm the guy who's the full time video game player. I'm the guy with the community of people watching him. I'm the guy with a beautiful fucking girlfriend. That's going somewhere in life. That might just continue to remind you, just how much it sucks to be you. So, you can keep fuckin' with me, and keep gettin' your "kicks" out of it. Do your damn thing, but it's really not going to matter to me in the grand scheme. You're disgusting, you're fuckin' disrespectful, you're immature, you're a child in a man's body. Every single one of you guys. Every single one of you.