TOPIC: A respond to my inactivity as Map Developer

I will like to say some things here so you all heard it from me.

I'm posting this because i got a link to the thread about map changing, where my name got mentioned a bunch of times, and i will like to explain myself why i've been inactive for Zarpgaming.

I came into some huge economics issues in real life, hence why i first became inactive. then one day i joined gmod to play with my friends, and we joined a random server, the owner recognized me from PH_volcano and offered me some good amount of money for some remake of map updates. I know the creator of the map so i got permission to earn money from the updates and remake it as much as i want (i got the original vmf file so it was pretty easy for me to remake it). After some versions, i got really into it, and i still need money to keep my economy up which is one of the reasons why i joined their community as a Developer, and i really enjoy creating these maps for them. I never planned to leave Zarpgaming and i still havnt. But i still want to say sorry for me being inactive, and i'm very sad that Zarpgaming needs my map updates for downtown, because i can't really do updates atm. I'm willing to give the vmf file incase if you want to find another map developer. Because for now as i said, I won't promise any updates for downtown.
One of the other reasons is that i kind of got bored with downtown in total, i worked with it for around 2 years and i really got stuck with it. A fellow friend which is a known map developer who creates bunch of maps and upload them on steam workshop, really inspired me and helped me to work my own costum maps, and he helped me to get the best amount of money for my maps. Which i can understand from some people's point is selfish, but if you guys understood my situation in real life i hope you can follow me on this one.

I want the best for Zarpgaming since it has been apart of my journey into map developing and i also got some good friends here, and i really love Chute as a community owner and i hope he forgives me on this.

Hope you all guys can understand my inactivity. This is not a resigning thread.
Patrick-TM

Don't we have enough trust in this man to give us a map of his own!
Its the best for u keep going on man! u are one of the best and most friendly map developer i have ever know. Keep on the good job man <3

yeah but evilmelon tho

scared to show his face cus his building get blown up by random rpg-7s