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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178768

I wanted to apologize for what I did over the summer.
Ok, so, I don't want to make excuses for myself, I was an asshole. I had really bad insecurity issues and one of those things was because of my voice, so when I joined in December of 2018 and the first thing everyone was doing was insulting me for being a kid and having a shitty voice. Soon everyone joined in and I made generalizations.
"Oh so some people from Jay House doesn't like my voice, Jay House must just suck then. Stupid logic I know. In rightful retaliation you guys did the same thing, which fueled my already stupid logic further, I'm not saying it's your fault I'm saying I took the jokes a little to seriously. I associated with people who thought what I thought like Red Rose (which i know REALLY regret due to proof that he's a pedophile) and others. I was insecure and I put my self hatred into the only way I really knew how. Since then I have gone to a therapist and most of it has been resolved. I apologize for everything I've said to people I thought were bad due to association alone.

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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178770

dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh	illegalimmigrant Offline Gold Boarder dont worry im hilarious Posts: 1726 Thanks received: 535 Karma: -87
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178771

alright, but i do apologize	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178772

Huperchild wrote: hi oh hi huper	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178773

illegalimmigrant wrote: dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh I don't really know what else to say. I'm sorry, I was an asshole. Do you want an explanation? Also I like the register joke you have in your profile	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178785

Nerdyganii wrote: illegalimmigrant wrote: dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh I don't really know what else to say. I'm sorry, I was an asshole. Do you want an explanation? Also I like the register joke you have in your profile sure do, i expect at least 150 words before i consider forgiving you and what joke	illegalimmigrant Offline Gold Boarder dont worry im hilarious Posts: 1726 Thanks received: 535 Karma: -87
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178789

Hey	Buffy Offline Gold Boarder ❤️ Rex ❤️ Posts: 2545 Thanks received: 2228 Karma: -77
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178796

Welcome back!	Mr. Richard Offline Map Developer Posts: 9512 Thanks received: 5461 Karma: 188
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178797

what's up man	OxyFoxy Offline Diamond Boarder #FreeE Posts: 2824 Thanks received: 1272 Karma: 46
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178798

illegalimmigrant wrote: Nerdyganii wrote: illegalimmigrant wrote: dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh I don't really know what else to say. I'm sorry, I was an asshole. Do you want an explanation? Also I like the register joke you have in your profile sure do, i expect at least 150 words before i consider forgiving you and what joke	A Good Pianist Offline Spectacular Boarder A Wob A Bob Bob Posts: 15000 Thanks received: 3911 Karma: 22
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178802

This kid is a legend.	Orang3 Offline Gold Boarder I'm orange... Posts: 2653 Thanks received: 430 Karma: 11
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Hi everyone 5 years 6 days ago #1178860

Hi	Sron Offline Expert Boarder Posts: 818 Thanks received: 149 Karma: -5
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Hi everyone 5 years 5 days ago #1179000

illegalimmigrant wrote:

Nerdyganii wrote:

illegalimmigrant wrote:

dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh

I don't really know what else to say. I'm sorry, I was an asshole.
Do you want an explanation?
Also I like the register joke you have in your profile

sure do, i expect at least 150 words before i consider forgiving you
and what joke

The date on your profile is the same as the day Hitler killed himself

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Hi everyone 5 years 5 days ago #1179001

Mr. Richard wrote: Welcome back! Thank you richard	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 5 days ago #1179002

illegalimmigrant wrote:

Nerdyganii wrote:

illegalimmigrant wrote:

dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh

I don't really know what else to say. I'm sorry, I was an asshole.
Do you want an explanation?
Also I like the register joke you have in your profile

sure do, i expect at least 150 words before i consider forgiving you
and what joke

Ok, so, I don't want to make excuses for myself, I was an asshole. I had really bad insecurity issues and one of those things was because of my voice, so when I joined in December of 2018 and the first thing everyone was doing was insulting me for being a kid and having a shitty voice. Soon everyone joined in and I made generalizations.
"Oh so some people from Jay House doesn't like my voice, Jay House must just suck then." Stupid logic I know. In rightful retaliation you guys did the same thing, which fueled my already stupid logic further, I'm not saying it's your fault I'm saying I took the jokes a little to seriously. I associated with people who thought what I thought like Red Rose (which i know REALLY regret due to proof that he's a pedophile) and others. I was insecure and I put my self hatred into the only way I really knew how. Since then I have gone to a therapist and most of it has been resolved. I apologize for everything I've said to people I thought were bad due to association alone.

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Hi everyone 5 years 5 days ago #1179003

Orang3 wrote: This kid is a legend. Aw thanks orange, really appreciate it!	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 5 days ago #1179004

Huperchild wrote: hi Hi Huper! Congrats on getting admin!	Nerdyganii Offline Senior Boarder Posts: 420 Thanks received: 26 Karma: -21
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Hi everyone 5 years 4 days ago #1179005

illegalimmigrant wrote: dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh like you can talk... ive been active again for like 3 days and you were nothing but annoying, till u got banned... at least he is trying to apologize, anytime you get called out you try to make a shitty joke about it.	Lefty. Offline Legendary Member Legendary Member Posts: 3878 Thanks received: 1811 Karma: 46
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Hi everyone 5 years 4 days ago #1179007

HiRo_ wrote:

illegalimmigrant wrote:

dont forgive you, kinda weak apology tbh

like you can talk... ive been active again for like 3 days and you were nothing but annoying, till u got banned...
at least he is trying to apologize, anytime you get called out you try to make a shitty joke about it.

Oh this was when I had a worse apology, it was around a sentence wrong, I understand what he's saying