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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112491

I’m really sorry for all of the toxicity this weekends and I really had it coming, this all started when I got back from work and I had some buddy’s over at my house while I was basing on s3. PL was on and both sides were being toxic to each other. At first it was not as bad with some dumb arguing and hand cannoning but things started to escalate extremely fast. My friends were over and I was gonna shit talk while they were watching and laughing trying to be cool. I called ezehzz a tranny and making fun of him and also being homophobic which was extremely awful. I really wasn’t think about any consequences and thought it would be fine since he was shit talking as well. But I now realize the shit I said to ezehzz wasn’t funny in the slightest and I feel like a dick for the shit I said. And I’m especially sorry to optic for making fun of his dad passing, moments before I sad that to him my friends and I were fucking around the night before and my friend told me in sarcasm “at least my pops ain’t dead” which he isn’t but I thought it was funny but we were drinking and being immature. I didn’t know his father was dead and I never meant to actually harass him for that. After he asks my am I laughing at the fact his dad is dead I said maybe thinking it wasn’t even the truth but now I know it is and what I said was the worst thing ever. I’m so sorry to everyone involved and I deserve the ban that I received. The immaturity and impressing friends has consequences that I fully deserved. Hopefully after this ban my actions will speak louder than my words.
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112493

Sounds like a youtuber apology, imo being toxic can be forgiven but being inhumane and violating someone’s feelings like that is truly fucked up, i hope i’m wrong...
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112497

Traitornt wrote:
Sounds like a youtuber apology, imo being toxic can be forgiven but being inhumane and violating someone’s feelings like that is truly fucked up, i hope i’m wrong...
I had no clue that his dad passed and I feel awful since I have experienced similar losses of loved ones and I wouldn’t want to wish that pain on anyone.
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112499

I would have been fine if you just apologized ingame and maybe told your gangster friends to stop. But you didn't You kept going and I do not accept this apology.

Maybe I will forgive you one day. I did not want to make a post about what happened, I don't care what people call me. But when people disrespect and make fun of my friends, I take action. I won't forgive you in this state but maybe in the future, if you ever change.
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112501

You are so sick, it's simply unbelievable.
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112504

Freddie_ wrote:
Traitornt wrote:
Sounds like a youtuber apology, imo being toxic can be forgiven but being inhumane and violating someone’s feelings like that is truly fucked up, i hope i’m wrong...
I had no clue that his dad passed and I feel awful since I have experienced similar losses of loved ones and I wouldn’t want to wish that pain on anyone.

I am positive, without having seen the report properly or any of it's evidence that at least ONCE someone probably had to say that his father was no longer with him, seems a bit odd that it was used to berate him on multiple occasions.

Even STILL it shouldn't have ever been an excuse to harass someone to begin with, despite it being true or not.
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An apology to Optic, the staff team and PL 5 years 6 months ago #1112505

If you want to apologise, do it properly and in person rather than something on the forums that just seems like some "obligatory" apology to get yourself unbanned.

Don't even try saying you didn't realise that his dad died. Just because you got banned does not mean that you can just come here and make an apology and get unbanned. From your behaviour ingame and the amount of apologies you've made already, I doubt anyone will believe this at this point.
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