TOPIC: Quatroking's apology thread

With this post i would like to apologize for my action(s) i had done in the apst in particular my biggest mistake i had where i faked my own death. The reason behind it is i was going through tough times (Yes i know that still isnt a reason to do it) And i was really depressed and wanted to get off the internet for good and for some reason in my head i though that that was a good idea to do. Since then i've realized what i had done and how horrible it is to fake your own death. Now i dont expect ANYONE to forgive me as this croses alot of lines. After i had comeback ive apologised to alot of close friends i had but i left a big part out. After making a huge mistake i had seen how big of an impact i had on lots of people which just broke me even more.

Than after comming back to zarp after months had passed i had Friendlyhacks on at the time. I didnt know it was on because me now knowing anything about coding and such though if i didnt put in lua commands in console the hack would not be turned on but sadly it still was on which lead to me getting banned of SSRP. I would like to take time and say i have NOT used friendly hacks in Zarp. So i didnt use aimbot esp and such.

Also i realized how toxic i was towards lead team members because people who were arround me didnt like them so i automatically didnt like them to which as you grow older you come to a realisation as to how childish that is. So with this i would like to apologise to all lead team members i was toxic towards.

Also i would like to thank the Staff team for giving me a second chance after messing up horribly and allowing me to comeback to Zarp.

And lastly i would like to thank a very special person which helped me through all of this and never turned his back on me that person is Ezehzz he helped me recover talked to me and forgive me for such a big fuckup

Like i said i dont expect anyone to forgive me. But i just want people to know about my side of the story.

yikes

add me on steam brother, i've missed u

steamcommunity.com/id/sorlee/

I really despise people who try and fake their own death considering I have had a lot of my friends consider it or have done it in the past and it isn't a joking matter nor is it something that you should even be thinking about just doing for attention.

Please don't think about doing anything like this again because this is the only time that I am going to be forgiving someone for doing such a thing as this really hits home and I really don't want to relive any of the moment that I have seen/heard again.

He defibed himself Lol keep him banned for exploiting

Mr Red X wrote:
Probably made a fake account or someshit and said he died

_.David._ wrote:
His friend made a post

Red_ wrote:
Ahh

DEADMONSTOR wrote:
I get where you are comming from and would like to thank you for your words and once again like to apologise. The last thing i had in mind when this was happening was gaining attention so i would like to get that out of the way

Quatro daddy

Mr Red X wrote:

“You do not have permission to acces this page.”

_.David._ wrote: No this all happend on steam when i got approached by a friend of mine asking if he could post about t

_.David._ wrote: They just deleted the post lmao

Smol Donge wrote:
Yes. Yes I did

Red_ wrote: It was his brother, actually - though that is kind of besides the point.

I've never really met you, Quatro, but your post last year touched me nonetheless. What you did was nothing short of disgusting. I truly hope you've changed for the better, it'll be great to see you around!

Quatroking wrote:
Hold up, your friend asked you if he can post something about you dying?

DEADMONSTOR wrote: Welp, I guess I'll say what I want to say. Hopefully, you've changed and don't joke with shit like that.

Raeker wrote:
I’m sorry that i made you upset i promise i will not dissapoint you again

Red_ wrote: You're a goose.

If I was you man I’d stop saying sorry, you’ve explained yourself, people might not accept your apology well that’s their problem. Just going forward forget about it.

DEADMONSTOR wrote: This right here, what you did is disgusting you don't know what people have been through and what you've done could have brought back many people's trauma not only that it diminishes mental illness and suicides, you must be fucking tapped in the head to think that was a good idea